Fareeza's Fairytale

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2012-01-04T01:50:00.001+08:00

Hey! This is my first attempt to blog from phone. Haha. Just got home from Shah Alam after our bacth's individual photoshoot for our degree show leaflet. It started quite late. Should begin around 9pm but only started 2hours after that. Talking bout 'janji Melayu' eh? Huhu. Sad but true.

My hero demam dah 2 hari :'( Kesian.. Woke up early this morning to send him to the clinic.. Had our breakfast after that and went to the faculty.

Harini jugak, design kena ubah. Dah balut bagai nak tinggal fiberglass je kene ubah. Ok jugak ubah sekarang dari ubah time nak assess lagi dua tiga hari kan? Huhu. Almost everyone kene ubah. Nasib baik material still sama.. Ade a few yang kena tuka material. For example yang dah fiberglass ke tukar kayu terus.. Omg that's so.. Sad.. It's like back to zero.. But then again, maybe it's for good I guess.. He knows better, the professor..

Cramp jari jemari kurang runcing akak menaip kat phone haha. Okla.. Till next time!

2 weeks

2012-01-02T01:22:00.000+08:00

Selalu. Time-time teringat dia, tengah tengok gambar.. mesti lepas tu dia call.

What a coincidence.

Kesian demam dia harini... :'(

Poor baby ;'( Sorry..

Nanti esok antibodi you ni balik la Shah Alam tu.. Rindu kat rumah, balik la kejap.. Sorry been cold with you lately, biasa laa perempuan..

...last time i saw you was last year :( Let's meet this year shall we?

Hopefully we can go through saki-baki 2 minggu as students ni sebaiknya, Insyallah. I nak grad!! Nak konvo sama-sama :)

2012

2012-01-01T01:37:00.000+08:00

Salam 2012.

I don't know why...i feel so sad today. I just feel sad that i cried. Yup.

..and i'm still in the studio now. Not progressing much.. just resting from works. I only hope to be surrounded by loved ones on this day but maybe that's too much to ask. Ahhh hmm.

Wanna go home. Sleep on my bed. Be at home. Just that.

This feeling sucks.

Perlu recover a.s.a.p! Only 2 weeks left for final assessment. I want to end this. So bad.

Later.

Capturing memories

2011-12-25T23:41:00.000+08:00

So we're almost reached the end of study life here in Shah Alam. We have this photo session with the whole batch at the faculty. The first day was cancelled cuz it's too dark. Heee.. Everybody escaped working for about an hour for the session.

Cursor on pic to enlarge :)

....ni paling sukaaaa. Thanks bby! Your camera nye pixel lagi best pada i. HAHA.

Harap semua berjalan dengan lancar dan sempurna. Nak GRAD!! Will miss you people! *group hug*

Made my day

2011-12-15T02:34:00.000+08:00

Sweet sangat orang tu harini... dah merajuk baru nak sayang ke? ;p

Still my favourite guy. No worries.

Random photo - Colors 2011

2011-12-06T02:23:00.000+08:00

Ombak

2011-12-05T23:55:00.000+08:00

Salam :)

Sempurna sudah puasa Hari Asyura harini, alhamdulillah. Si dia pun turut berpuasa, semoga dapat menikmati keberkatan bersama-sama. Masing-masing sibuk dengan projek tahun akhir, ke bengkel, ke studio dengan harapan agar segalanya berjalan lancar, insyAllah.

Letih mengenangkan beban kerja yang entah bila siapnya.. Moga-moga dapat selesai secepat mungkin. Rasa macam dah lama belajar, mahu berkerjaya pula. Cemburu tengok kawan-kawan yang dah bekerja, boleh kesana-kemari, kumpul duit, bagi kat Mak, Abah, adik-adik... Teringin.

2012, Insyallah tahun aku mulakan kerjaya. Mudah-mudahan.

"Dah iron baju untuk esok?"

Hujung minggu kelmarin, hari 'escapism' kami. Lari sebentar dari kesibukan FYP. Encik saya suka dinner di Murni, kene belajar masak resipi-resipi Murni lah macam ni hehe. Sering juga Aman Suria kami jejak untuk ke Murni. Ss2 pj terlalu sesak.

Ombak Rindu. Filem adaptasi novel laris yang sedang meletup di pawagam sekarang. Tak rugi menonton :) Redha itu ikhlas, Pasrah itu menyerah. Banyak shot-shot menarik dan pemandangan yang indah dalam filem ni. Sedih, sebak tapi tak cukup buat aku mengalirkan airmata. Hati kering sikit HAHAHA. Adakala Encik saya pura-pura sedih - sarkastik. Tapi tau, dia pun hati tisu jugak ;p

Ada satu scene ni, Izzah (Maya Karin) kene panggil Haris (Aaron Aziz) "Abang" - Terus Encik saya tegur "Haa dengar, panggil apa? Abang." Dengan muka bangga. Yelah Abang....... Dulu saja takmau panggil, kot la rasa tua orang panggil abang. Tak biasa so tersasul je selalu.. Takpe, eden torai. Wakaka. Abang sangat..

I you tak mesra katanya... :D

Nasib baik Izzah panggil Haris abang jugak, kira okeylah tu HAHAHA gediks sungguh.

Baiklah, saya mahu menyambung sketches, kene proceed jugak minggu ni...nak buat prototype dah. Semoga idea mencurah-curah lah hendaknya.

Wassalam.

Senyuman Itu

2011-12-02T19:55:00.000+08:00

"Jom balik"

Tak melawan, aku akur. Hampir lewat malam di studio untuk persediaan FYP masing-masing. Kawan-kawan lain masih ramai meneruskan kerja.

Tapi tubuh di sebelah ku kaku. Aku memberanikan diri bertanya punca. Tapi tidak ku dapat jawapan mengapa seakan lain lenggok suara, irama hela nafasnya. Berkali juga kuulang, walau tahu balasannya tetap sama.

Tiba dirumah terima pesanan, "Maaf, ada 2-3 masalah, Good night". Aku balas ringkas "Nite", lagak rajuk tidak dilayan, pasrah.

Pagi di kelas, terfikirkan dia lantas hantar pesanan. "Morning, U ok?". "Ok. Worried for my mom. Result hospital esok, dari semalam duk serabut".

Teramat risau sehingga hilang fokus dan emosinya terganggu. Kasih kepada ibu tak ternilai, apalah dibanding cinta seorang kekasih. Aku cuba menenangkan tetapi sukar, kerana yang merasa lebih perit.

Petang kelas yang amat memenatkan. Penentuan untuk minggu seterusnya. Jasad letih, minda kusut. Terhalang pemikiran untuk bersopan dan hormat kepadanya dalam percakapan. Menambah perasa likat pahitnya. "Maaf", getus hati tak terluah dalam kata-kata. Aku terus hanyut dalam egois menuntut pujukan.

Pulang ke rumah, jamah makan malam ingin lekas tidur. Caraku hilangkan selirat-selirat di fikiran. Terima panggilan berkali-kali darinya menuntut penjelasan terhadap sikap dinginku, biadap terhadapnya. "Penat, ok" ringkas begitu.

Dia tak pernah putus asa. Aku sebaliknya. Aku ingin jadi tempat mengadu, tempat bercerita. Bila inginku tak tertunai, amarah kunjung meniup apinya. Aku terlalu beremosi walau sedar tanggungannya lebih besar. Bait kata-katanya bersulamkan kerisauan terhadap ibu tercinta. Aku terdiam, menyesal kerana lebih mendahulukan emosi dari rasional. Terlalu kasih dia terhadap ibunya...

Ummi, if you're reading, Ummi ada anak yang baik sangat-sangat. Sayang sangat kat Ummi. Ummi jaga kesihatan, ikut nasihat doktor. He loves u so much, please don't take away that smile from his face. Kami doakan Ummi sihat selalu.

Caranya menjaga saya tiada cacat celanya. Bukan hanya sebagai pasangan tapi rakan karib, penasihat, guru, susah-senang kami bersama. Tetapi keluarga tetap yang utama :)

Alhamdulillah keputusan dari hospital baik. Semoga Ummi tabah, sihat dan dipanjangkan umur. Amin.

...and today I saw he's smiling again and it's a great relief. I'm grateful.

My Precious :)

2011-11-12T04:24:00.000+08:00

Actually I have confession.

I've been so depressed lately. Alone at home, recovered from fever. I don't feel happy. Sometimes i pretend to sound happy on FB or Twitter but the fact is, I don't. I'm not used to be alone, really. I love hanging out with my friends. They are my precious...

Sometimes when i feel bored at home i wonder, when are these people going to ask me out. We used to hang out every single day at one time and once a month at another time. Kadang-kadang rasa rindu gila nak lepak macam dulu-dulu. Pergi sana-sini. Bukan tak boleh buat dah sekarang it's just masa masing-masing dah tak sama. Most of them dah kerja, aku still belajar.

Aku tau aku pun berubah, tapi aku tetap sayang korang. You guys are still the same. Kita tetap gelak dengar cerita yang dah berpuluh kali ulang. Lepak mamak, minum teh tarik, cerita pasal zaman sekolah, zaman macam mana kita kenal, semua kenangan yang kelakar gila bila cerita balik. Kita sangat transparent to each other, dah dewasa weh! Semua ni buat aku rasa released, happy. To be accompanied by you guys..

Hampir seminggu duduk rumah rasa macam nak GILA. Serious!! Rasa macam loser gila nak jerit kuat-kuat. Aku rindu korang sangat-sangat :'( Kadang-kadang bila bbm some of you girls, bila ajak tak reply or tak jadi, rasa cam.... lonely nye! Dah tak sayang aku ke babes? Emo kan? HAHAHA. I know some of you girls are very busy, i shouldn't be too emotional kan. Sorry!

Though some of you can't make it today, i still love you! Nanti kita gi karok ye? Promise!

Ingat nak explore tempat baru harini, tak jadi :( takpela next time. Tapi best dapat gi Ibumie, Uptown D'kota and Forum19. Rinddduuuuuu Forum19 serious! Sangat kenangan World Cup Africa! Stay untuk final yang sangat gempak! Satu foodcourt celebrate masa final~! Siap face paint bagai. Dah tu pagi tu kene pi kelas! Memang unforgettable. RINDU!

I choose the right team to win! Ahem!

The LOSERS! HAHA

This is how the place looked like

Yeay!!

Tak sabar nak habiskan degree, nak kerja, ada duit gi vacation ngan korang! I'll patiently wait for our March trip! Mesti best!!

We've been to many interesting places together kan... Pasni leh kumpul duit pergi jauh-jauh sikit. Eeee tak sabarnya!! Hopefully we'll still remain these activities forever.....possible tak? HEHE. I hope so.

Cameron 09

..some drama -.-"

More drama!

Mencherakah! (We did this so many times!)

Different time, yea

Landing time!

Crazy stuff we did - went up to Genting for half an hour, haha

...take photos, round2 and that's it!

Went for the unplanned recording - SITI NURHALIZA OK?

THERE!! OUR FAV !

Picnic-ing!

Girls day out!

Some concerts ;p

What we do best - KARAOKE!

My BookXcess babes

Alia's sis' engagement

Things we do every time after engagement/wedding ceremony

My open house few years back

Snooking at OU yeaaarrrs back after SPM

Gold Coast Sepang

Langkawi :)

Lower 6 (my 2 weeks as form 6 ;P)

Rad and Sha's Convocation

KLIMS

Sha turned 24~

Open house this year

Genting!

Brought him to join us :)

This thing is scary!! But i love the pic ;)

At Rose's sis wedding - Yuummmy kambing!

Piala AFF Suzuki! Malaysia WON!! at Andalus :)

Alia's sis wedding

....terlalu banyak memories kita! Nak letak gambar pun terlalu banyak! OMG! I love you guys!! Please stay in my life okay? Much much appreciated!!

Okaylaaah too long already! Till next post! Chaloo.

Progress please!

2011-11-09T20:44:00.000+08:00

O-M-G!

Haven't start anything on my product or furniture progress! Somebody slap me in my face!!! I'm such a lazy ass!! It's Wednesday for God's sake! Haven't done a thing for my mock-up testing. No date is set with the respondents.... i'm in deep shit i tell you! What a, i gonna tell my lecturer? I have no time? HELL NO!!!

The only academic thing i did was my practical report. I haven't done my slides just yet. I'm very scared but it still doesn't push me to do a thing. WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?? Am i mentally retarded or what? Dah takut buatlah Fareeza oi!! Awat nya hang dok blogging pulak?

Arghhh stresss tahap gaban ngan diri sendiri!

OK malam ni saya berjanji dengan diri sendiri akan bekerja dengan penuh dedikasi!! *mata bersinar-sinar*

Tapi tadi Mak suruh buat pudding custard. Mmmmm dapnye suke sangat~~! Dah macam selalu sangat pulak buat nye. HEHHE.

Ini pudding custard jagung

Ini kuah dia

Campur pudding + kuah + Fruit cocktail = tadaa~! My fav dessert!

Tadi ade orang tu yang saye suka tu.. dia kan...dapat barang baru. Best la dia. Nanti bila jumpa awak tunjuk kat kita ye? HAHAH gedik nye aku. Bestnyaaa mesti awak tengah belek-belek kan hehe. Saya suka bila awak suka. *pintal-pintal rambut*

Tadi kan kan Malaysia menang lawan Thailand. Aku tengok masa tu dah 1-0 Malaysia lead. Dah tu gol pulak si Thailand aku terus malas nak tengok tapi tak baik kan suka masa menang je so aku stay....kejap je pastu gol lagi...~!! I like! keputusannya Malaysia menang 2-1 menentang Thailand. Alhamdulillah :)

Wokay rasa-rasa cam nak buat kerja, ewah yelah tu. HAHA kan dah janji....mesti kene tepati. Orait. See ya!

Tu me manques :')

2011-11-08T20:39:00.000+08:00

Mid-term break post! Heeee :)

Tu me manques :') bien.

I'm making donuts today, entahlah jadi ke tidak. HAHA. I've been craving for donuts for about 3 days already i don't know why. Hari-hari fikir nak beli tapi tak terkeluar beli pulak so ade time ni...buat la kan hehe. Terbayang-bayang JCo and Big Apple....whoaa sedap nye!

Hope it's not too late to wish Happy Eidul Adha to all! Mine was just ok. Wish could go back to both sides Melaka and Muar but sadly only made it to Melaka. Missing my family in Muar though..

Miss someone from north. I've been bad, sorry :( I miss sushi session with you. I miss watching you eating like you've never eaten before. It's cute. I will go like "Dia ni tak pernah makan ke ape?" HAHHA. I miss our dinner dates everyday, the thought that we have to think what to eat tonight... it's like a routine for us.. Miss your jokes and smile.. everything about you. I'm so used to have you around.

So i flip our pics when i miss you <3

Whaaaat? ;P

Senyum sikit ^______^

I love that one!

His set

Mine! Yuummmss!

Green tea!! lovelove~

At Murni Discovery - His meal :)

Mine! Delicious~!!!

He knows that i love going to Murni and having YTF (Yong Tau Foo) session at ss2 Ibumie. Selalu layan karenah ku ini. Semua aku masak pun dia bedal ^^ thanks my dear. Ingat lagi masa baru sehari dia balik rumah dia text "I'm having ytf, i miss you" CANNNNN MEH? hhahaha. Pon boleh la sayang. Asalkan ingat ye tak?

Apepepun dah habis buat donat dah sepanjang tulis blog ni (wakaka tulis sambil buat donat boleh? sesambil la) Walaupun agak hina, tapi bolehlaa. Rupe pon ala cekodok gitu... next time la aku cube lagi...susah gak nak buat donat... beli lagi senang! HAHAHA

The end product - not so yummy :( Will try harder!

Till next post y'all. HEHE I hope i can finish all my assignments before holiday ends!! Gambatte!! Fighting! Toodles!

His 25th Birthday

2011-10-18T23:31:00.001+08:00

Today's my guy's birthday. We celebrate it at a restaurant in Shah Alam after a friendly futsal match with our batch members. 18th October, another year, hope you are a better person, a happier and wiser man. Much much love from me <3

Mohd Wardi Iswali Aihsan. 18 October 2011. 25 years.

Thanks to all who joined the celebration. Much much appreciated guys.

Hujung Syawal

2011-09-27T01:41:00.000+08:00

Kuajaq toi depa ni dok tengok crita hantu dalam bilik ni....

Aku memang sejak azali tak suka tengok cerita hantu. Sajeje tau kasi aku neves.. Ciskek. OK saye dalam takmo tengok tu sempat pandang-pandang jeling-jeling. Menci ah!

Anyhows, happy today dating lagi haha. Tadi siang crit session for product proposal and dah proceed for final proposal to be presented on Thursday. Hope everything goes well :)

We went out for dinner at section 9, he craved for satay and ordered 30pcs! Nafsu tu yang.. Memang tak habis pun. After that went to Sunway Pyramid to buy his stuff. Suka dia dapat barang baru. Hihi. Dapat minum bubble tea, yeay!

....and he promised me something next week! Can't wait! Hope jadilah yea :)

Heee well for updates, here are some photos masa open house raya at my place. Ajak kawan-kawan je.. Family buat potluck kat rumah sedara lain :)

Rombongan geng IDE :) (gambar kene bright kan sebab lupa pakai flash -.-"

Moi

Flash version

My babes :)

Rad + Sha + Moi

Lovely :)

Geng PJ :)

Geng ID47th

Versi kat luar rumah :)

Geng se-PJ lagi :)

With Nut, Buddy & Modjo :)

Thanks to those who came :)

Raya pun tinggal sehari je lagi, semoga bertemu lagi di Syawal yang akan datang.

Till next time. Toodles.

Talking to the Moon

2011-09-22T00:01:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum :)

How's life been treating you guys lately? Mine was... bad but i found happiness back again today. Just got home from a simple dinner with him. Couldn't be more happier to have your loved one by your side. Thanks Sayang <3

We went for my fav...YTF! (Yong Tau Foo) Ahh.. feels good :) Been craving for ytf for like.....a month or two. He drove us all the way from Shah Alam to PJ for it.

It's the 2nd week of our final semester now. I got a new lappy! Thanks Abah for sponsoring :) It's a beauty! I loooove it so much and i haven't fully discovered the machine yet. Still in love tho. Barang baru der.

The best part of entering the new semester was to meet him. I know i sounded so.... poyo but it's somehow what i feel. Lolz. Seriously. But hey, meeting the whole batch again was great too! We entered our new studio last week and got excited to clean up, set up our cubicles and placed our stuff inside it. This is why i like being a final semester student. We got our own personal space. I like mine, right on the corner near the entrance door (hwaa danger zone)

Oh mereka adelah teman-teman sestudio saya berbaki 5 bulan lagi :) Lovely team we have here - heart you guys IDE06A! We girls angkut the partition okeyh! Ironladies we are! Ni belum masuk bengkel potong kayu, welding besi bagai. Tapi tetap maintain wanita gittew...hewhewhew.

Pastu kan yang best kan kan...supervisor thesis kuh menjadi lecturer product kami~ Awww i like! Dah la tak gi jumpa-jumpa lagi untuk crit session. Very the nakals.

Oh yea, kelmarin ade sesi bertemu junior-junior kat class transport IDE06B. Teringat kembali zaman aku kene ragging. Ewah. Takdelah ragging mana pun. Takat kene buat trademark ngan dapat nama geli-geli je. Menci akak. Tasuke ragging-ragging ni tapi cik abang ku yang semangat planning 'beramah-mesra' ngan junior-junior sekalian bersama orang-orang besar yang lain.

I akak senior yang baik, and masa induction pun selalu ngelat pura-pura demam bagai....so kalau i over, i kene panah petir ok! HAHAHA. Masa zaman dip dulu pun ala-ala low profile so you know...i don't really into these ragging things. I'll leave it to those yang masih traumatize by their junior years. NOTT! Haha.

Well, i've been through those yucky moment before declared as an IDE student so nak taknak adik-adik akak pun kenala berhadapan semua itu yea. Abang-abang and akak-akak lain kena laaagi terok pada kak ni... siap nama geli yang pelik-pelik, trademark yang ala-ala jadi bahan gelak... but in the end sume orang akan happy gak. Just takyah sombong jela kan.

Oh terselit abang senior kat hujung tu ;P Cuak muka adik-adik hehe. Tapi kitorang belanja makan tauuu! Pecel Ayam terbaik Padang Jawa okeh!! Our all time fav!!

Eh? Pecel Lele pun ter'enter-frame'? Hahah tu Mr President punya masa kitorang makan teman Cik Abang ku buka puasa. Gitteww. Rajin sangat. Alhamdulillah.

Oh well, haritu nak tengok Johnny English kat Tropicana tapi ticket tinggal seat depan je so we both went for dinner je. We went to Nando's. Thanks for the treat, dear.

Pastu sempat cam-whoring. HAHA. Si dia terpaksa rela. Sorry la i memang camni, suka nak capture our moment. But then, it's so FUNNNNNN! Will always do this whenever got the chance hahha.

*senyumpanjangdanlebarlebarlahlagiewah*

Esok saya ada kelas satu hari. Nanti kalau la kot-kot saya rajin saya update lah. HAHAHA. FB punya new layout tak best. Gambar keluar besar tapak tangan kalau lobang hidung nampak besar gila. Aishh. Wokayss chalooo~

<3

Expectation vs Reality

2011-08-19T03:23:00.000+08:00

Do you sometimes post something on the wall (specifically on FB) to get noticed, or to have people comment on it to gain opinions and thoughts? You expect some wise words from others or sometimes just a comment or two by the people you want rather that the people who wants to comment.

OKla contoh:

I'm bored. Anyone up for a movie or just a teh tarik session?

...and the only people who responded to your status are the ones you actually don't want to go out with. Sooomething like that.

My point is, we don't usually get what we want, what we expect from people around us. And sometimes we just cannot accept opinions, maybe because of the person's background. Say we have this ego in us telling, "Eleh, ape dia tau...sekolah takat SPM je...aku ade Masters"...things like that.

JUDGEMENTAL.

I believe that we have this 'evil-thoughts' in our head. Tak banyak sikit mesti ada. Tak terluah, kadang terfikir di fikiran. Kadang-kadang terlalu memandang rendah terhadap seseorang yang bagi kita tak setara dengan level of education kita.

Aku mengaku terkadang aku begitu. Say, if i don't like that person ke, rasa dia tu annoying ke aku terus cam endah tak endah je ape yang keluar dari mulut dia. Especially bila orang tu cam tak la seberapa educated ke, success ke or cam loser gila. JAHAT GILA KAN?

Tapi bila sedar balik, siapa kita ni untuk menilai orang. Tak semestinya kita lagi hebat, kita ni akan berjaya di masa hadapan. No one knows what will happen in future. Semua orang ada pendapat, ada sesuatu yang nak diperkatakan sama ada betul atau tidak kita boleh fikir sendiri.

Kalau ape yang orang tu cakap betul, betullah. Kalau tak, senyum jelah. (aku selalu gelak je, ye saya masih jahat haha)

Sebagaimana kita tidak boleh menutup mulut orang, begitu jugalah kita susah untuk mengawal pemikiran sendiri untuk tidak bersikap judgemental. Kadang-kadang sebab history orang tu dengan kita ataupun cara orang tu berkomunikasi dengan orang lain atau ape-ape jelah sebab-musabab yang mungkin.

Nobody's perfect, begitu juga aku. Aku cuba la untuk jadi lebih positif dalam memberi dan menerima persepsi terhadap sesiapa dan apa-apa.

Anyways, Selamat bersahur dan menjalani ibadah puasa hari ke-19 :) Semoga puasa kita diterima oleh-Nya.

Faree Tells : Lagu raya dah berkumandang..

Half moon

2011-08-16T02:09:00.000+08:00

OK you nak baju raya color ape?
Hmm...what about *****?
*****? Ok jugak. OK set. Nanti ambik gambar, kita photoshop ok?
HAHA photoshop? Comel la you.

But guess whaaat? I haven't found my baju raya yet :( It's difficult when we have decided what color we're gonna wear on Hari Raya, kaler tu takdenye nak muncul-muncul menarik perhatian kita. Yang dok mata nampak lawa semua bukan kaler yang kite nak! Haa nyampah gila. But it's a challenge la....nak jugak color tu! Cuz aku yang choose haha.

Bestnye nak shopping. Nak beli kasut, handbag, tudung ... argh naaak! Nafsu semua ni...NAFSU! tapi sekali sekala je tak ape kan kan? Yeay. Hari rabu, hari rabuuuuu Selangor cuti. Yes yes~! Maaak....JOM!

Usually shopping raya kami sekeluarga adelah pada hujung-hujung ramadan tapi kali ni mungkin lebih awal. SUKAAA. Boleh tak nak terus proceed ke hari rabu? Hehe.

Oh well, sebenarnye tak berapa ade benda nak cakap so cukupla menulis. Hehe. Just a few photos from the Iftar session with my colleagues back in HLA at Palate Palette, KL.

The food is not bad, portions are just fine :) Nice place for hangout. Love the wall and the randomness of items used as the interior.

Ahh..this is getting boring. Gotta go! Till next post :) Au Revoir~

Faree Tells : Sore throat :(

10 Ramadan

2011-08-10T02:32:00.000+08:00

Salam :)

Haven't really update lately I guess i just got lazy every time i have interesting things to share but when i have nothing, here i am.

Fasting month, nothing much on hangouts, watching movies, karaoke and other entertainment related things. It's for the better la to tone down a bit those activities :) Am not complaining!

Bulan ibadah is what we called it. Solat terawih, sunat, yup, tetapi sunat yang dituntut. Aku akui sebelum-sebelum ni cukup liat untuk menunaikannya. Mulanya sekadar menemani Mak, kesian pergi sorang-sorang tapi alhamdulillah menjadi rutin :) I admit i'm not a religious person, terkadang sedar membuat ingkar suruhan penciptaku tapi so far so good. Keindahan bulan Ramadan. Kalau Rejab bulan Allah, Ramadan bulan hamba-Nya :)

So far baru sekali keluar iftar dengan my besties tapi no doubt, it's a really nice one. Insyallah this week will iftar with my ex-colleague from the company i went for practical pulak. Here are some photos from iftar at Hotel Singgahsana on 3rd day of puasa.

The Ladies :)

Yours truly & Sally my laling !

All 10 of us

The girls again at the lobby :)

All :)

It's fun. I think our table paling bising kot. HEHE Laughing around macam orang gila. Budak-budak ni buat lawak tak reti kaver doh. Redah je bulan puase ke tak puase. That's why i love them! I have the craziest people around me and again...i'm not complaining!

Thinking of doing potluck berbuka....but still not sure when.

Oh well, Happy 10th day of puasa! Will update later :)

Faree Tells : Wish could iftar with him here...hmm..

Not a good girl

2011-08-02T13:00:00.000+08:00

"Cintailah orang yang mencintai kita" Haa ni ayat-ayat cliche bila sentuh bab bercintan-cintun. Tapi ada laa a few people yang lebih rela mencintai orang yang tak mencintai dia.

I used to be one of that person. Tapi tu cinta monyet kot...

Tapi aku tak pernah kacau life dia. Dah takde jodoh, nak buat camana. Life must go on. It took me sometime to let go off the feelings and the feeling fades through time.

Lumrah laa hidup kita takkan dapat semua benda yang kita nak.

Now that i've found someone who i truly love and loves me back, it's almost impossible to let him go. I have no time to play around, that's not me. I thank Allah everyday for bringing him into my life, really.

This is the happiest phase of my life so far.

He's my first boyfriend, yes. Never being in a relationship before, there i said it. So people surely goes "Ohh first time, patutla excited lebih.."

I don't care alright?

Pernah ade sorang member (member ke?) which i can't recall why she posted on her fb status like that, something like,

"Aku tau la kau baru dapat semua ni tak payah laa nak kecoh-kecoh, aku ni kalau nak boleh dapat lebih laa dari kau"

That made me laugh all day cuz she can't shout it in front of my face and only good at talking behind my back. Depan mulut sangat manis. She's just some random people pass through my life and who i care less about. Tang mana yang dia lebih pada aku tu pun aku taktau......

Kalau setakat lebih scandal, lebih lelaki yang so random kenal through phones and ims yang konon atlet lah, pegawai kerajaan lah tu...LEBIH sangat lah kot. Yelah, experienced in love lah katekan. Kalau kuantiti lah yang kau pandang, kau ambiklah menang... Aku bagi FREE~

Ish! Emo nye puasa-puasa ni!

HAHA.

It's a girl thing laa to get upset like this. I always defend her while i'm with my bf. I will go like

"Takkan sebab sikit salah dia kita nak lupa semua benda baik dia dah buat kat kita, it's not fair."

But then Allah is great. He showed me her true color through many eye-openers situation which make me feel very upset and had to say "you're right" to him. I hate to be wrong but i gotta agree with him on that.

Oh dahlah tu.

I will like and hate whoever i want. I'm just being human. Aku bukan maksum. Aku takmau jadi hipokrit sangat...and aku bukan jenis kiss-ass okey? Emo kadang-kadang tu mungkin. HAHA

As what i told him "Kita kawan la dengan siapa-siapa yang nak kawan ngan kita, it's not like kita ni depending so much on them. At least we have us" I'm totally ok with most of my Uni friends tapi ada laa few yang getting on my nerves lagi-lagi nak final semester ni. Overall, apart from the few, they're fun people to be friends with. Oh well, we can't please everyone right?

One thing i don't understand about girl/woman is when you dah dapat that signal yang "He's not into you" tapi still trying so hard.. I know lah your life motto is "usaha itu tangga kejayaan" tapi please, you gotta know when to stop. Especially when the guy is someone else's. Put yourself in the girl's shoes, how'd you feel? Just because you can't have him/his love you want the girl to feel bad also? It's not something yang you boleh paksa. Go live your life, find someone else. Kita semua dilahirkan berpasangan.

Don't force other people to like what they don't like. Everyone has the right to choose.

As for me, I won't give up for my man. Nuff said.

Faree Tells : Berbuka apa ye?

Plans & Orders

2011-07-26T09:48:00.000+08:00

*Phone rings*

"Ija, hantar nenek balik kampung boleh?"
"BALIK KAMPUNG? Kan Ija dah cakap harini Ija ade hal..."
"Ala tolongla.. takde siapa nak tolong hantar nenek"
".....nanti Ija call balik"

I already have plan yesterday. I have promised him i'll help him move to his new house at Shah Alam before the new sem begins. He's already on his way from Kulim when Mak called. I don't know how to tell him this. I've changed so many plans while with him, i know, i feel bad but there's nothing i can do....i'm stuck in between plans and orders.

So i explained to him about it, after a few phone calls, he agreed (i still feel bad tho)..

He wanted to settle moving his stuff and go to lunch with me. And we're supposed to go to Time Square that evening to buy some things. The shop will be shut off at 7pm. Now, the plan has changed..

I fetch Nenek at Makteh's in Kinrara, Puchong and brought her to Maklang's at Shah Alam. I went to buy him lunch at Mcd and straight away to him new house. Kesiannye tengok dia baru sampai dah kene pindah barang muka penat gila tapi nampak aku pandang dia still senyum... oh rasa bersalahnyaaaaaa! Sorry :( He gave me a key to be duplicated since i cannot help him inside (rumah bujang maa) and i waited for him at my rented house.

We fetch Nenek at Maklang's and head to Malacca.

"Ko namo apo jang?" (dah start dah Nenek aku..)
"Wardi, Nek"
"Bakri?"
*laughs* "Wardi"
"Ohh Wardi. Ko Jawo ko?" (OK Nenekkkkkk...)

.....and the conversation started. That's my Nenek. She wouldn't care to ask. Habis segala salasilah ditanyo eh. HAHAH Gasakla u menjawab.

I wanted to drive but he refused to let me. So, what else can i say? Just let him la..Teman jela berborak..

Arrived at Kg Padang Sebang, solat sekejap pastu Nenek ajak pergi Gadek pulak tengok kebun. HAHA. Adoih la Nenek ku.

"Kojap yo Nenek nak tengok pagar orang tu buek"
"Kejap je tau Nek...orang nak balik ni"
"Apo nak buek lamo-lamo? Kojap yo...."

Kami pun layankan ajelah. Back from Gadek kami pun hantar Nenek balik rumah and went straight back to Shah Alam.

After Maghrib di Masjid Negeri, go to Pecel Ayam di Padang Jawa for dinner (dapat jugak! yeay! HAHA) Then he send me to my car and baliklah masing-masing.

OH masih kasihan sama itu orang. Thanks for your kindness :) If not, i'd be driving alone. I owe you so much!

Okayy, gotta get ready for today's date! Ganti balik semalam punya plan! HAHAHA

Faree Tells : Relieved.

Falling In Love

2011-07-24T23:30:00.001+08:00

Salam :)

Oh here's a video from Siti Nurhaliza's new single, "Falling in Love". Never mind the grammatically awkward on her pronunciation, you gotta admit it's a catchy and cheeky song she's offering here. At least she tried alright. Whatever you haters gonna say, I still love her anyway! Love you Siti!

As what my babe, Alia Al-yafii told me when she gave me the link to this video,

WELL SO DO I! Hahahah. It's our responsibility kan to spread this! HAHAHAHAH. Sangat-sangat beria beb!

Hehehe nak letak satu gambar comel nie...COMEL KE? wakaka.

Mesti orang lain cakap aku VAIN kan hahahaa so what it's my blog, i'll post whatever i want! So, I had a boring day i edited laa some photos. I know la my photo so gelap and his so terang. Sajeje time takde kerja camni lah! HHAHA.

Oh yea, today my cousin, Fairuz got engaged! It's a merisik + bertunang ceremony la. They will be tying the knot on November 25th (Nikah) and 28th (Bersanding). Whoaaa such a short notice, but everything went well just now. Aww he's like one year older than me man.. Everyone's getting married now....it's like a trend! or is it because it's time....hmmmm nehhh i'm still studying! FOCUS!

Ade jodoh nanti kahwin la ek? *senyum penuh makna*

That's my mom in blue, Nenek, Fairuz's fiancee, Izzati and her mother

After the ceremony we went back to Pakngah Jenal's and lepak-lepak sekejap, having some kuah durian with bread (sumpah sedap!) just takleh makan banyak sangat sebab manis hehe. And then baliklah rumah :) Hee

Usually orang letak santan. Instead, Makngah letak gula merah, santan-less. Still yummeh! WIN! Memang dah tak pandang all the other kueh's served.

That's it for today! Uuuuuu rajin nye Fareeza meng-update blog lately. Perkembangan positive di situ! HAHAAH. Till next post! :)

Faree Tells : I'm excited!

Pretty Hobby :)

2011-07-23T18:48:00.000+08:00

Did i tell you that i have a new hobby?

HELL YEAH!

I made handicrafts! I stitch & sew :) I enjoy doing it, i feel so perempuan you know. HAHAHA. The first 3 days i stitched while catching up TV. Ngahaha Nora Elena. I know, i soooooo lambat one but at least i got to watch it in three days dont have to wait kan? HAHA sedapkan hati sendiri.

First few attempts, my handmade stuffs tak jadi sangat. Biase ar kan kenela practice. Still trying to come out with nice cute items though.

These are the clutches i made. 100% handmade :)

I got the idea of doing this while i'm still in the office, they were clearing the discontinued fabrics so rather than throwing the fabrics away, i took it to make something out of it. And i used some of my own fabrics for the lining, buttons and chains from my old bags which i don't feel like using anymore you know, recycle stuffs. I thought of selling some if people wants to buy it. HEHE wailt till i can actually sew properly la. Will give my best shot!

Also, i thought, what if i made something for him? What will it be? what could be the thing out of fabrics that a guy wants to use? Coz u know, girls je yang suka all these fabrics handmade stuff.

So i plan to make this!

A felt Ipad case! I spent around 2 days to finish this baby :) Here are some photos.

So i posted it to him 2 days ago. He said he like it so much, THANK GOD! I know it's not perfectly made, i will try harder next time! Happy making this baby for youuuu!

I need more ideas of stuffs to make.. There's so many things, pretty things i want to make....i just need to focus at one at a time. (I know i'm rakus to make everything) HAHAHA.

Till then :)

Faree Tells : Football tonight!

A Happier Me :)

2011-07-22T03:01:00.001+08:00

"Awat u bebai-bebai ni?"
"Sampai hati u cakap i bebal....."
"Laa bukan cakap u bebal la sayang, 'bebai' tu maksudnya cam merajuk, marah-marah"
"O yeke, ingat u cakap i bodoh..huhu sentap i kejap"

Haha this conversation took part on our early stage to get know each other. I tried to understand his accent/loghat whenever i can. I've learned so much! Improve gak rasenye. Hihi. But everytime i replied him with loghat utara i surely will get,

"Toksah dok cakap lagu tu la, buruk aihh"
"Eh...kawan i cakap ok pa! Haha"
"Sebab kawan u nak jaga hati u la tu"
"Eleh, u jeles i boleh cakap utara! bluek!"
"Takdak pasai i nak jeles kat u"
"Biaqpi la kat cek..."

Sajelaa gurau-gurau...i know i'm not good at replying back...but at least i tried k! Well, end of this month i'm going to Penang! Wuhoo. Busu Anchee gonna move to Damansara, so no more Penang busu nowww! Awhh! Damansara Busu pula. HAHA.

Did i mentioned that he's back at home now? Yea, we're long distance now..for almost 2 weeks already (bapak mengada ni pun nak mention hahah) Yea laa, we're used to have each other so near now not so near kira long distance la kan har har gediks sangats ;p

Our last meeting was the day before he went back which was last 2 weeks' Thursday. We went for a date from morning, early morning till night. HAHA. He said that we're gonna pick one day and go watch movie, go Seoul Garden buffet, go karaoke and go to steakhouse for dinner, heck we did! That day was a success!

We decided to go to One Utama, first checkpoint on 11am we booked our movie ticket for 'Sekali Lagi' movie at 2pm so while waiting for our movie to start we went to have an early lunch at 11.30am at Seoul Garden. I've never been here this early, and for buffet....rasa full gila wei!

After lunch, we just walk in the mall, and chit-chatting along the way before the movie started. The movie was OK but he said it's a cliche Malay movie la bla bla bla.. hahah Lisa so pretty! Sam so cute! Bront so macho! Mia so adorable awwwhh...ok la tu~! HAHA.

So after the movie we went to Ikea and The Curve. We went to The Curve Red Box for our karaoke session. So funny, he's not that into karaoke-ing but i know he wanted to do this because i like karaoke so much! Thanks dear sebab layan perangai i nie hehe. I said that it'll be a 3-hour session, and he replied "Buatpa lama-lama 3 jam nak nyanyi lagu pa" "Laaaa memang dia bagi 3 jam laa" Hahaha 3 jam jugak dalam taknak-taknak tu.. HEHHE kesian kene paksa! Tapi memang funny laa. We had so much fun.

...and for dinner we went to Shah Alam, a steakhouse around section 8. He gave me a box with 3 BB casings inside. I told him why buy so many? Buy one enough laa. He said "Alaaa...takpe u boleh tukar ikut kaler baju u..." Macam-macam la you ni membazir kat i buatpe... He's so good at this, giving me this and that, surprise me and all.. orang surprise kadang-kadang ni macam selalu sangat aku yang rasa bersalah. Huhu. But i like it so much laa. GILA TAK SUKA?

Aiyakkk tudung pun ada senget..

Macam dah letih je? HEHE

He even custom made the box for the compartments :)

After that we went back home. Memang puas hati dapat date lama-lama HAHAHA. I thought that was our last meeting before he went back but it's not!

OKla to be honest, I took a leave on Monday, i'm supposed to continue working at my practical training office for another month but on Tuesday i decided to quit because i don't know...I don't feel happy to work there anymore. I love my colleagues especially the FF&E department i was in, but it's different now. There are things that can't be explained why but i really think i have made the right decision to put a stop on it.

So yea, I QUIT. I'm a happier Fareeza now :) I make handicrafts, I cook and I am enjoying my free times now! I make money by selling my handmade products too! Score!

Back to my story, I told my superior about not continuing working there and after lunch, I went back home with a wide smile.

On Wednesday, I went out with him. Oh yea, I kept addressing 'him' to him, his name is Wardi, Mohd Wardi Iswali to be exact. Handsome weih. HAHAHA. He asked me to accompany him to find something for his mother at IKEA (again! hihi). Pergi jalan kat showroom rasa best gila berlakon cam nak beli barang for our home nanti wakaka.. so bengong. Rasa macam dalam movie 100 days of Summer pulak. WAH GITU. After found the stuff we went back to Shah Alam go lepak at the lake there watching people jog around. HAHA That night before sending me home we went to meet my friends at ss2 and had our dinner :)

My Encem! HAHA

Tako Tao & Bubble Tea *yummmmeh*

I told him that i want to meet him again before he went back on Thursday evening, and i did. GEDIK TAK GEDIK? hahaha. We went to Sunway Pyramid to buy his brother a Transformers tumbler. It was huge i tell you! HEHE. He bought one for me too! Aww I went to Daiso to buy myself some stuff for my new hobby :) Owh one more, he bought me a leather purse since mine was soooooo..old...unexplained. Gahahah. It's so beautiful and smells good too! I love it so much b! After that we went back to Shah Alam and had our last Pecel Ayam at Padang Jawa before he went back to hometown. It's our favourite makan place and it's so cheap too!

Thanksss my dear :)

After that we went to the Blue Mosque for Zuhur and he drove back to his place. That was our last meeting before he went back to Kulim :'(

I had so much fun though it was sad to see you leaving but it's not that we're not gonna meet again kan? In fact we're gonna meet in these few days. I pun nak gi sana~! Can't wait :) Sambil menyelam minum air haha (Sorry Busu, ni kira mengambil kesempatan tak? HAHA)

Whoa...so long eh the entry compared to the previous one? I tell you, banyak gila lagi kalau nak diceritakan. Wakaka. I'll save it for some other time. If you're still reading, thanks so much anda sangat bersabar membacanye. HEHE.

Till next post!

Faree Tells : All My Life - KC & Jojo, 4th July 2011, Red Box The Curve :')

Bola itu Bulat

2011-07-21T23:15:00.002+08:00

Salam :)

I'm getting lazy to update this baby...awwww man i wish i could write every single day!

Baru habis tengok Malaysia vs Chelsea tadi for Asia Tour, was not really an interesting game compared to vs Liverpool the other day but hey, for losing 0-1 to an international team, with so many stars in it (Didier Drogba, John Terry, Ashley Cole, Fernando Torres, Frank Lampard, Anelka....etc) it felt like not losing at all! It's not even a good goal, franklampardly speaking (remember world cup....the uncounted goal...this time, it's counted tho it landed on the line...yea whatever haha) GOL NASIB!

HAHA. Well, the game i'm looking forward to see are the Malaysia vs Singapore this coming 23rd for the first leg & 28th for the second leg. It's gonna be fun i hope that our players will give their best for the country! Go tigers!!

I think that's it for the post. Laytaah!

Faree Tells : It's all ggoooood!!

When he's not angry

2011-06-17T14:03:00.000+08:00

Heeee bersawangnye! HAHAHAAH

Today is result day....SO WHAT? My result.....hmmm...sad. But still ok la kot :(

But i'm not gonna spoil my good mood! I'm so happy last night. Happy tahap dewa. HAHAHA. I'm glad i have him by my side most of the time. I'm just so happy i can't stop smiling.

We've been fighting for these few days. i think that's normal. I told him to control his temper and i will try not to make him angry anymore..

He's good at tackling me back, seriously. Yesterday he fetch me from home, earlier he said, "I have a surprise for you". I was so excited, i mean, for meeting him every single time makes me excited. Ni pulak dapat surprise. Lagi laaa akak excited.

When we arrived at a cafe, before got out from the car he said sorry again, "I'm sorry, I have something for you, kalau i marah lagi u campak benda ni kat i..mesti i hilang".... I wonder what is that thing kan...and then he took out an angry bird plushie for me. HAHAHA. I laughed so hard. I did not expect he's gonna give me that. So cute!

Setiap kali i marah, u baling k, nnti i collapse cam babi-babi tu. HAHAHA eeeee aparaa.

Adds up my collection. Awhh happy family! :)

I suka sangat :))

....He gave me a bag of macarons too! He even googled the place to buy it. He's not familiar with the roads here but he tried. I love the effort..

Colorful and sweet ^-^

Thanks for all you've done and everything we've been through. I'm glad to have you <3

Faree Tells : He's amazing. Nuff said.

My Heart Will Go On my Birthday!

2011-04-12T20:12:00.001+08:00

Hello :) It been a while.

Today i wanna blog about........MY BIRTHDAY! Yayy....i'm vain. Fine!

So i waited until 12 midnight on 10th April. I was texting with the one person i want to spend my whole life with. While receiving so many wishes through Facebook and phone, I still patiently waits for him to wish me.

So just layan laa texting with the thought that maybe he's just saje-saje buat-buat lupa. Dok sibuk cerita pasal makan yong tau foo, kau tak tension?? I gave him hints like, "You know...some facts before you sleep, today, years ago, kapal Titanic baru memulakan pelayarannya.." (yup the Titanic starts sailing on 10th April!) and he replied, "nape tiba-tiba nak bagi facts2 pulak tiba-tiba ni"....huhuhu..until 1:37am, i just told him...."Your gf turns 24 today"......it took him few minutes to reply... and HAHAHA it's so funny, actually yes he remembered durgh..saje nak prank aku. ciss. Padan muka aku pi bagitau dia haritu hari jadi aku.

"Eeeee tak malu bagitau kat orang birthday dia! Siap berTitanic bagai..."

Blueeeekk....! Bia arr, mane boleh tak ingat! ishh.. Pastu ada ayat-ayat sedih laa cam sampai hati ingat dia tak ingat bla bla bla...toot tooot tooot~ hahhaha After that he called.

Dia kata, "Sat i nak tunjuk hebat jap.." Siap main piano lagu birthday! Sweeeeet sangat. HAHAHA. "Yelah orang tu nak tengok Bruno Mars tak dapat kan..." OK siap remind aku yang 10th April concert Bruno Mars. Kecewa skit. hehe. Tapi ade Bruno Mars ni lebih pada ok dah. LOL.

Btw, he went back to his hometown few days before my birthday. Mak dia kurang sihat. Sedih la sikit tapi family is priority kan. Hope his mother will recover soon :)

He promised me a dinner that night. I'm excited.

Siang tu pegi brunch ngan Mak and adik-adik at a Kelantanese restaurant somewhere in Bangsar. Yummy! Ilyas went to work, the rest, Ayie, Shila and Adik went to Sepang to watch F1 leaving me and Mak :'( I was like....OK. Nice birthday! HAHAH Emo emo.

Well, I accompanied Mak to buy her shoes. Mak dapat pingat PJK last Monday dari Sultan Selangor. Proud of her :) So, we went to Midvalley. Before that, to Amcorp Mall, booking spa and make-ups before the day. Beria gila HAHA. Mak belanja steak kat Secret Recipe after that :) Kenyaaaang!

That evening balik Shah Alam. Arrived around 7 something. Bersiap-siap for the dinner with him. Tapi dapat call yang....he's still stuck at Tapah which was like 2 hours from Shah Alam....Sedih.. He told me he'll try to reach Shah Alam and still going out with me..I was like...takpelaa...drive safely..

I waited until 10 something..He called. "Sorry, I kat Rawang, jem. Ade accident kot...kalau tak sempat lain hari ok...i penat.." I told him it's ok but hellooooooo..IT'S OBVIOUSLY NOT OK! Bajet ayat understanding gila kan...takpe, u drive safely, hari lain ada, it's fine, i'm ok.....bleh! Takde maknenye HAHA.

A friend called me after that. Ajak pegi meeting trip for AJK kat Mcd section 3. So sebab kuciwa tak dapat gi dinner, I go laa with Ummi and Mek. I text him bout it, he said OK, he'll catch up later.

Around 11pm we arrived at MCD waited for the others. Around 15 minutes baru sampai. Tuan pengerusi sampai dulu *ahem* heheh so borak-boraklaa katenye budak-budak lain lambat skit takde parking.

Tengah borak-borak tiba-tiba ade orang nyanyi lagu birthday dari belakang....Awww! Terkezut + malu i! And He was there too! Arghh kene prank! He brought the cake to me with all the other guys. Rasa nak peluk je korang semua! HAHAHA

"Terkejut tak terkejut tak? HAHAHA ni laa meeting nye! HAHAHAH"

Ciss...tertipah!

"Naa a present for you :) Bukak sekarang pun boleh"

So dengan rasa segannye bukak laa depan teman-teman semua...yyeeeyy suka dapat perfume! HAHA Thanks dear.. Siap dapat suap kek depan member-member tu yang tak menahan tu...MALULAAAA! huhu. Tapi sweet la hihi. Gediks sangat.

Memang tak expect la...ade laa naluri curiga skit-skit sbb meeting malam-malam isnin nak kul 12 dah masa tu. Tapi serious percaya he's still at Rawang. HAHAH kira trick mereka menjadi :) Thanks korang, i'm very happy...extremely happy that night. Much much appreciated.

Here are some photos :)

The cake :)

few of them who was there :)

Tiup tiup kek :)

Bukak present :)

Peace :)

Potong cake :)

Borak-borak pasal Maharaja Lawak..lol

Confirm gelak sakan! HEEHE

Yours truly and her birthday cake :)

My prezzie :)

I want to thank again to all who celebrated my birthday that day. It's fun to turn 24 with you guys :) HAHA Tak rasa umur bertambah pun. Rasa muda lagi ada. Student lagi maa.. Chillax ar kan :) Amoi spa mak kate aku nampak umur 18 kot! HAAHAH aku percaya jela sambil kembang kuncup idong. LOL. I think that's it for this post. It's a very long post, i know. IM EXCITED! that's why :) Later uols!

Faree Tells : Classy!

Insert cursing

2011-03-11T14:27:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.

Orang kata tak baik mengeluh. Tapi kalau dah penat sangat, dah down sangat semua tu...persetankan jelah.

Tengah rasa sesuatu yang tak berapa best tapi tak dapat explain apa benda tu, kenapa terfikir, macam mana nak tafsir, mungkin sebab bulan sedang mengambang atau mungkin ada betulnya atau juga sebaliknya.

Berdasarkan ayat diatas maka sepatutnya terungkailah betapa jiwa kacau nya saya sekarang. HAHA Tapi takdelah kacau sangat cuma terkadang celaru tu mengganggu ketenteraman awam di kawasan minda aku.

Kredit takde, buat malu je guna BB tapi kredit takde kan?

Argh. Tragisnye momen ini.

Kononnya hendak menulis untuk meluahkan apa yang terbuku, terluah ke? Mungkin teramat sedikit, terlalu sensitif dan sinikal untuk diperkatakan. Mungkin akan menusuk mencucuk jiwa insan lain yang mungkin tak berdosa. Entah.

Lain. Fasa bertukar. Kadang-kadang rasa dulu best sekarang tak best, kadang pulak rasa dulu takbest sekarang best. Define 'best'? BEST lah. General sesuatu yang menyeronokkan boleh menggeletek di sudut yang tak tercapai.

Harini pelik. Sukar untuk menjadi normal harini. Sebab aku rasa berbeza dan bukan berbeza yang aku inginkan. Aku tau sebab aku rasa. Degup yang iramanya merimaskan, pusing yang memualkan di kepala hingga terkadang melonggarkan rongga butir-butir mahal penglihatan aku.

Tak seronok, serius.

Aku perlu kuat. Kuat lawan emosi entah apa-apa ini. Berkerut-kerut dahi menandakan betapa tak relaks nya minda aku. Nak tidur, tapi baru lepas makan.Tak elok lah.

Aku patut berhenti sekarang sebelum lebih meleret. Aku nak gumbira. Aku mau ketawa sekuatnya HA HA HAAAA.

Dah Fareeza. Sila ketuk kepala anda tiga kali dan cuba enjoice harini tengok wayang balik rumah okey. Makasih.

Faree Tells : Bile lagi nak buat post merepek tahap dewa camni. Baru orang menyampah tengok aku.

Somebody got engaged!

2011-03-08T16:00:00.000+08:00

Helluu :)

Hmm so...today i've got no class. AGAIN. Not gonna elaborate further on that though.

As told earlier in the previous post about my dearest Sally & Arif engagement ceremony, Alhamdulillah both are officially engaged. Congrats you guys. I'm really happy for you guys. Here are some photos of the engagement ceremony before and after.

That's Faizal & Amin helping out with the bunga rampai... hahah funneh!

Sally's college mates - such a big help!

One of the hantarans

Sally's uncle & the guys

Beautiful :)

Posing mengancam beb~

Yours truly & her babe :)

Sally & Arif's mother, Datin Khairiyah (Assunta's former Guru Penolong Kanan)

The hantarans - Sally's side

These are the photos i uploaded to FB while the ceremony is on. It's like a live update for Arif as he is currently doing his master at UK before returning for good this September. Looking forward for the wedding! that's the real thanggg yo! Congratulations again you guys!

SWEET!

Best nye .. tunang. Best nye .. baju cantik .. best nye .. mekap cantik .. best nye .. buat hantaran .. pilih-pilih barang .. eeeee best gilaa woo .. Bila nak habis belajar .. keje .. dapat gaji shopping-shopping .. travel .. tunang .. kawin .. dapat anak .. HAHAHA verangan.

Ye Fareeza pegi siapkan research anda yang tergendala itu.

BAIK! (jalan sambil kepala tunduk ke lantai)

Later y'all :)

Faree Tells : I don't eat mango.

Put off the fire

2011-03-03T03:18:00.002+08:00

Why am i still up? It's 2.40am now when i started to write this post. I just can't sleep because i had coffee just now. I thought i need it to stay up till morning to complete my assignment. Surprisingly, i've completed my task earlier than expected.

An achievement? Hell yeah, if you are a Fareeza. LOLZ. Cuz i usually completed my Thursday class' work at 6am. I'm very early today!

One of the reasons why is maybe i'm inspired kot. HAHAHHA

"Blog tak update pun..." (Hasanah Hasan, Mac 2011)

Cik oii...I have better things to do alright? Assignments beratur ni pun tak buat wajarkah aku berblogging dengan riang dan tanpa segan silunye? I think NOOTT!

I have so many to tell actually but sometimes i just don't know where to start. I can sum up that currently i'm very happy with my life. I have someone whom i can share everything with, i'm in final year (one year project so only research this semester) which means i have more free time this semester compared to the previous ones, i already got a place to do my internship *winks* .. and some other things that can be considered happy-material.

Oh another good news, one of my babes is getting engaged this Saturday. Sally & Arif, congratulations to both of you. I pray for your happiness,you lovebirds. I can't wait for the wedding end of this year. 6 years together, whoa. I'm impress. May Allah bless you two :)

Bestnye kawin, dapat anak...tapi sekolah tak habis lagi ni! HAHAHA Okay, sabar. *ketap gigi*

I want to watch movies, please! The last movie I watch was The Mechanic which are unexpectedly superb! I know it's still new, durgh. I still wanna watch movie. Pronto! I haven't watched No Strings Attached! Awhh! Burlesque was great also! Watched it with my girls at Alia's. Great musical film. Strongly recommended. Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa's releasing tomorrow! Whoa....mau marathon ka? HAHA

I'll think about it but i really wanna watch. It's gotta be tomorrow. I have to be at Sally's on Friday. Gotta lend my hands on the preparation. Aye aye captain!

That's about it i guess for the post. Till next time, adios~! See you when i see you~hooo!

Faree Tells : Wasabi seaweeds FTW. Yummmeh! OK takde kene mengene.

My Significant Other :)

2011-02-11T20:58:00.000+08:00

OMG!

Hahah. Aku gedik. Siyes.

I went breakfast with him today, semalam gaduh sikit. Huhuks. Kantoi dengan member kami sekali lagi. Tahniah. But it's all good i guess HAHA.

After the breakfast dia ajak teman dia shopping barang sikit so i agreed to follow. He said that he wanted to buy a watch for his sister so he wants me to choose which to buy. Btw, he's someone who always buy things for his family so i suspect nothing.

We arrived at the mall and went to a few watch shops. We stopped at this watch shop and he asked my opinion on this two watches he's holding. He made me try it and choose which one i like. I chose the white one...and he took it to the counter. I was like....wow, gile baik beli jam harga camtu untuk adik. Pergh.. and that's it.

While he was paying it i went through all the watches. Frankly speaking, i don't really fancy watches. I will look at it and most of the time wonder why is the price like that one......the function is to know what time is it only whaat....

I went back to him at the counter. After paying, he took the watch and ask me to wear it. I was like...WHY? "It's for your sister, kan?" and he said, "No, it's for you" ........ I paused. I don't know what to say. Quite a few minutes gak ah argue kat depan counter tu... Gileeee arh, serious terkejut.

Keluar dengan muke tak-tau-nak-cakap-macam-mane. "You ni buat ape beli mahal-mahal kat i...membazir laa..beli kat pasar malam 10 ringgit dahlaa..." and he replied "OK pasni kite pegi pasar malam beli lagi satu k"

Huwaaa rasa nak nangis! I thanked him, of course. A few times gak laa. He always does this, giving me this and that. Bukan tak appreciate tapi banyak sangat. Rasa terhutaaaang sangat. You know that kind of feeling...tapi memangla suka kaaan..

This week jugak, on our first date after the mid semester break he gave me presents from the country he went for holiday. Seeeeee...tak sampai seminggu bagi lagi when i asked why must you give me all these....? He simply said "Sebab you cinta hati i..." Awwwwhhh! HAHAHA cheesy kaaan. Bapak jiwang. (habisla kalau dia baca ni....HAHAHA)

Alaaa cintaku bukan pada harta benda lah. HAHAHHA Adui...drama sinetron la pulak. Anyway, terharu gilers ahh, rasa cam gula-gula kapas (ewah cam lagu Mila pulak huhu)

I really hope that he's the one. Nuff said.

Huhu, mesti orang menyampah bace post ni kan? I don't caaaaaare! Laytahhh uols~!

Faree Tells : Pasir putih tepi pantai.... HAHAHAHA cacaaat..

Cecite, cecite

2011-02-04T15:07:00.000+08:00

Happy Friday!

How are you feeling today? As for me, perasaan yang bercampur-baur. Sometimes i feel great sometimes boring, sometimes happy, sometimes... i feel like missing.

Pernah tak korang cakap sesuatu contohnya, sesuatu yang korang tak suka orang lain buat tapi lepas tu korang yang buat? Haaaaa.

*angkat tangan!*

You gotta be in someone shoes to feel them.

Kadang-kadang ape yang kite fikir salah tu memanglah salah, tapi last last kita buat jugak. OK la contohnye kalau couple, pegang tangan dulu mase sekolah cakap "Eeee mane boleh pegang-pegang....haraaaaam!" which is correct, tapi last last ko buat jugak. That's what i'm talking about. *plays Kalau Berpacaran*

Ape yang dapat kite huraikan di sini ialah, toksah la dok mengata orang kot la nanti kite yang buat jugak tak ke segan? HAHAHAHA. Ye, saya tujukan pada diri sendiri juga.

Macam dulu, adik aku tengok WWF, aku marah cakap, "Mane boleh tengok! 18 tahun ke atas ke boleh laa" tapi last last satu sekolah gila WWF mase form 1. Aku punye project PRS Mom & Daughter pon letak nickname "Mrs Jericho" Apecer? Siap beli vcd lah magazine bagai. Haritu kate takleh tengok dah tu bile semua orang buat, boleh pulak layan. KAAAN. Aku memang camtu. HAHAHA. Tapi memang gila WWF kot dulu. Chris Jericho memang taste aku la dulu. HOHO. Betul dowh, email address dulu pun lita_hardy kot. Gedik sangat. Bajet Hardy Boyz. HAAHAH Sangat zaman baru nak up.

Banyak lagi sebenarnya boleh dikaitkan dengan kes macam ni. Kes tak boleh buat pastu buat kan kan kan? HAHA tapi sebuat mana pun kite dengan apa yang kita buat (Err, faham-faham jelah), semoga tidak melampaui batas lah hendaknye. Semoga dijauhkan yang mazmumah-mazmumah tu.

Sehingga disini sahaja mood menulis saya. Saye rase macam nak karaoke. Saye rase ade orang ajak saya karaoke tadi. Harap-harap jadilah. HAHAHA. Later guys!

Faree Tells : Tepuk-tepuk air ..

Troisième Entrée

2011-02-01T15:55:00.001+08:00

Salam :)

I cannot forget how funny yesterday was.

I was on my bed when i received messages on my YM through my BB. I misread the sender's name. I thought it was 'him'. So i replied excitedly, "Ye sayang, B kat mane?, kat hotel ke?" HAHA. To my surprise, it was not him. MALU toksah nak cakapla. Hahaha. So i apologized repeatedly to my friend tu. You know who you are! HAHA Sorry dowh, mamai! Terpaksa la menahan malu kene bahan lepas ni .. Oh tidaakks.

Nasib tak cakap lebih-lebih. Bahaya woo ..

I hope it's not too late to wish Happy Holiday! Y'know it's mid semester break now for the IPTA so yeah, enjoice!! Chinese New Year's coming soon. More oranges, i loike! HAHAHA

On Saturday, I went to Penang with my family (except for Shila & Abah). We went to Busu Anchee's at Gelugor. Thanks Busu for the hospitality :) Much much appreciated. Busu got herself a new ride, it's a beauty! best best :) That evening after we arrived, me, Ayie and Busu went to Queensbay Mall for lunch. We waited for Pak Busu to arrive from KL, gotta fetch him at the airport later. Busu belanja TGI Friday's. AHAHA Rugi Ilyas & Harith tak ikut. Shila takyah citela ... HAHAHAAH

....We bought KFC for the boys and some murtabaks too :) OKla tu kan haha.

That night Pak Busu brought us to Gurney Plaza for midnight movie - Green Hornet in 3D! Yeah. Before the show started, we went to Starbucks for some drinks. The movie was OK la. But I love Jay Chou! Taste sangat! HAHAHAHA. Comel to the core! :)

The next morning, we packed for home. Sekejap kan? HEHE. After had my late breakfast, kitorang gerak. We went to Hard Rock Hotel, Ferringhi - Ayie bought a T-Shirt for himself at the Rock Shop. It's an interesting place to go. Very conceptual. We went inside the lobby, restaurant and poolside before we found the shop. HAHAAH. I'd love to spend a night or two here next time.

That's me in front of the hotel

The Rock Shop

The Beatles statue

The Pool

Our next stop was Padang Kota Lama. It's like a-must-go-place. I think. Cuz everytime I went to Penang, mesti pergi sini. Confirm! HAAHHA. Teringat trip diploma ID dulu masa part 3 pergi Penang. Awwhh the memories! :')

*wipe tears*

My Coconut milkshake - Not bad

Pasembor & Kerang Rebus - Yumms

Sotong Kangkung - I've tasted better, but not bad.

Instead of using the Penang Bridge on our way back, we went on the ferry. Feeling dowh. AHHAHA. Nampak banyak obor-obor! *excited* HAHA KL mane dapat.

Oh well, that's about it. After few hours in the car, we safely arrived home. Alhamdulillah :)

This coming Thursday will go back to hometown at Malacca. Weekend will be spend at Muar. I looove holidays! Err assignment? Apekah itu? HAAHHA. Tunggu mood datang. Sat nohhh.. Hikhik.

Laytah!

Faree Tells : Patiently waits for the moment to come :')

What's up?

2011-01-20T13:08:00.001+08:00

Salam :)

My second post in 2011. Wuuuhuu! HAHAH. I have better things to do i guess. Like.....sleeping, eating, gossiping, lepaking .. you know ... all those IMPORTANT things people do. Yeah.

So far life's been very good. I mean, extremely good. 3rd week of the new semester, still very relaxing. Assignment .. hmm ok la not that heavy .. it's all good i guess ( chewah cakap lebey buatnye belum lagi kah kah kah)

I've been thinking of buying myself a Blackberry .. and i did ;) After i received my paychecks, I went to Lowyat with him and bought one. I like! HAHAHA. I try to force him to buy one also .. still not working. HOW? Buy laa buy laa later we can bbm together dear! AHAHHA. (I will try harder!)

Last week, the IDE05 (my batch) had a BBQ party. It was fun ;) I prepared some meal together with Mek & Ummi. We're having a trip this coming Chinese New Year break @ Ulu Yam. Our batch is supposed to handle the event but I'm still thinking about joining or not because it clashes with my ATV activity i promised my friends. But now no money, so how la?? Both also need money .. HHAHAAH tunggu duit turun dari langit la....CAN?

Credits to Harus for all the photos :)

On 18th of January, we celebrate our youngest brother's birthday. Happy Birthday, Harith! We went to Sunway Pyramid's Manhattan Fish Market. It was Ilyas' treat as he just received his paycheck from his part-time job at GSC signature.

Today, Thaipusam! So holiday lo! We're supposed to submit 3 proposals on our Product Design class today but it's cuti kan...Lucky us! HAAAHAH jahaaat. Next week must show! We can do it! Next Monday, we'll be having a combined class (Furniture design) A+C at Uitm Jalan Othman. Nice :) Very near to my house. I loike! HAHAAHA. 5 proposals for our degree project. Progress still 0% Yayyyyy Fareeza!! Bila mau berubah la deyy? HEHEH.

Saya pasti berubah! *muke berwibawa*

I still have nothing in mind for the proposal. Both Product and Furniture design. Gotta think fast, it's final year bebeh! This is serious business. Not diploma anymore...degree yaw! Oh one more thing, this coming semester break, we're going to have 4 months of holiday... which means, instead of finishing this year, i'm going to finish my degree next year! February! Oh noooo. That is a long wait man... But whateverlah, we're almost there so just go for it. Make use of the 4 months of holiday to the fullest. Practical training again! It's just that we'll be doing it for 2 months. Gotta start searching a place for it from now..

I think that's just it, gotta start think....think...and think! AHAHHA. Later uolss :))

Faree Tells : I love student life! :)

Bonjour 2011!

2011-01-01T23:53:00.000+08:00

Hello all! :)

Happy New Year! Hope it's a better year, Insyallah!

Currently i'm blogging from my kampung, had to send Shila to register at Uitm Lendu. Plus, we had some makan-makan session here, my cousin Shikin just got a job as Pharmacist at Seremban Hospital. Congrats babe!

Earlier in the morning, went to Alia's sister, Amirah's nikah ceremony at their house. Alhamdulillah, sebuah lagi masjid terbina :) Beautiful. Both newlyweds looks great! The food was good too! Thumbs up for the Tapai! AHHAH i love Tapai OK.

Tomorrow will attend the wedding reception somewhere in Jalan Semarak. The next day will be my first day of the final year! OH EM GEEE! i want to buy shoes!!! <---apekah kaitannye? HAHAHA

I haven't packed for Shah Alam. HEHE I know, no big deal. I can just drive to PJ-Shah Alam, not that far..but if you can buat sekali kerja why nak buat dua kan? Hwa hwa hwa. Maybe will go to Shah Alam tomorrow to check out the house and do some 'light' cleanings.

AIYAAA So many things to do, so little time. DIE LO!

I want my good morning sleeps! HOWWW NOW?? Class all also morning! JAHAT! But i have no Friday class! HOW COOL IS THAT? *Dancing aha aha* I LOIKE!

Oh yea, yesterday was my last day at BookXcess ;') Still haven't received my paychecks so will return to take it next week. Bye bye BookXcess! I'm gonna miss you! :))

Will miss you, BookXcess!

That's it for the first day of the year! Till next post bebehs! Be comels like the rabbits because it's the year of bunny baybehh! Ok lame! EHEHE Chiow.

Faree Tells : Great great days ahead!

Tanah Tumpahnya Darahku :)

2010-12-30T12:26:00.004+08:00

Kegembiraan tahap dewa. Memang tu yang aku rasa dirasai seluruh warga Malaysia dalam beberapa hari ini dan kemuncaknya, 29hb Disember 2010, skuad negara dengan rasminya telah menjulang pingat AFF Suzuki buat julung-julung kalinya semenjak 1996.

BANGGA gila OK.

Nama besar seperti Rio Ferdinand dari Manchester United pun mengucapkan tahniah buat skuad harimau kita melalui twitter.

Like they say, football unites us all. Just like FOODS! Hahaha. I've read this article from Star, 1 day after the first leg match at Stadium Bukit Jalil written by Caleb (i'm not sure his last name) about his proudest moment being one of the 85,000 fans witnessing the awesome winning of 3-0 against Indonesia. Reading that article made me feel left out for not be one of those who went there LOLZ! I wish i could say things like, "I was there, when Safee Sali scored! LIVE!", "No, i don't see any laser, i was there!" You know things like that.

But hey, i'm still as proud as the other Malaysian though, I watched at Andalus BB with my best. Radhiah bought Malaysia flag stickers for me and Alia, so we had to wear it! HAAHAH. It's cool! It brought up World Cup memories yaw. But this time, it's OUR COUNTRY.

First leg @ Andalus BB

I'm a huge fan of Manchester United. It's sweet to see my favourite team on the top right now but that can't beat seeing my own country winning the cup. It's far more sweeter. No any other team in this world can make me feel this proud, why? Because this is my country, Negaraku ;')

We did very well on the first leg. I don't believe about the laser thingy. That's just LAME. But one thing the Malaysian supporter should learn is to behave.

A friend who went to the stadium said, "Adelah beberapa mangkuk ni, orang tengah happy kita dapat score, kitorang duduk dekatla jugak dengan supporter Indonesia, dia pegi suruh diorang balik potong buah! Tak ke bangang? Aku pun bangun cakap "Woi, kalau dia takde ko tak makan buah la!" ... BEHAVE dear Malaysian. Kerana nila setitik, rosak susu sebelanga.

The players played very well, our job is to support and cheer. It's that simple! All 3 goals are fantastically great goals, world class and fair. I don't doubt that fact. It's a very handsome winning for the tigers. ROARS!

As for the second leg, happened at the Gelora Bung Karno stadium, was the glorious winning ever! Safee Sali scored our one and only away goal. This ~~21-year~~ 26-year old is already reserved his name in history. We need more from you, Safee! Hope he'll maintain his performance for any other leagues or cups.

I have to mention that the Garuda played well too last night. They won 2-1 at their place, it's good. They played very well, still giving their best fight until the end, even when Safee scored the away goal. The only goal they scored was good enough to make the Indonesian proud as we can see through the TV. It's sad when the second goal was an own goal.. but hey, nobody's perfect. We won anyway! Good job, Indonesia. It's a nice and fair game!

Here's our photos on the day :)) Second leg, at Andalus BB still.

Few minutes after winning :)

Took photos with the worker, who supported Indonesia at first...haha

Ceylon tea, on the house for Malaysian team supporter! Thanks Andalus!

Penutup tahun 2010 yang sangat dan teramat manis. Semoga tahun 2011 lebih bermakna, Insyallah. Bukan dari sudut sukan je, harap-harap merangkumi semua aspek lah hendaknya.

Congratulations again, National Team! Last never the least, thanks K Rajagobal for the win! You're the man, King Raja!

Faree Tells : Sana-sini bola. Semua orang patriotik time-time macam ni. Seronok kan?

Wooot!

2010-12-28T23:24:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAH.

Salam. Heyyyyy it's been awhile ;p

Pejam celik, pejam celik, Dah nak start new sem! Final year~! Yahoooo (i know most people my age already grad, so what) Nak kata excited...entahlah. Susah nak diperkatakan tentang perasaan yang sedang bergelodak sekarang ni..(betul ke gelodak tu? huhu)

Untuk julung-julung kalinya, aku akan menyewa di Shah Alam. HAHAAH on my final year, baby! Memang last semester duduk Shah Alam jugak, tapi sebulan yang terakhir je. The most fun part is, Min and Hasanah will be joining too! Double YAY! Mereka 'freshie' degree ID. Ohhh terkenang kembali zaman muda-muda diploma ID dulu.

Bolehla help each other with the assignments kan? *winks* Me loike!

Fyi, Raul, Shafiq & Nazif will start their first sem degree in Shah Alam also. My studiomates back in Seri Iskandar. Ohhh the memories! Definitely a great lepaking gangs we are!

Oh well, my IDE mates are not that bad either. Sentiasa gempak dan interesting. The people around me for the past 1 and a half years, i couldn't asked for more, most of my course mates memang best and i'm glad to be part of the batch.

Tula part paling best bila tak sambung degree kos sama, HAHAHA I met new people! Widen my circle of friends~! It's all good.

Member-member PJ, lagi la tak boleh blah best dia (gila ambik hati) hahah. Well, my girlfriends and boyfriends (big word!) AHAHAHA sentiasa ada bersama untuk melepakkan diri berkongsi kisah suka dan duka kehidupan dari zaman sekolah meleleh-leleh hingus hingga ke zaman kene fikir nak kawin. HAHA. Lama lagi kot. Take note, Jumaat aku takde kelas! WOHOO! Kelas 4 hari je! Yeah baby yeah!

Esok, lusa & tulat adalah 3 hari terakhir aku part time kat BookXcess. Awwhhh i'm gonna miss you guys! Mereke pon orang-orang yang best! (semua orang pun best....serious dowh!) Nanti mesti datang melawat! HEHE.

On Saturday memang bakal busy. Pagi attend majlis nikah kakak Alia, Amira. Petang gerak Melaka hantar Shila register kat Uitm. Malam kenduri kesyukuran Shikin dapat kerja. Pack nye! Plan nye, ahad pagi gerak balik PJ, packing2 untuk pindah Shah Alam and malam tu wedding ceremony kakak Alia kat dewan pulak. The next day, class bermula! FUHHH! Gilerrrs ah beb.

Hopefully semuanya berjalan dengan lancar, insyAllah. I think that's it for now, the next time i'll update this baby is when i actually rajin to do so. Durgh, i know. Au revoir!

Faree Tells : Counting days to 2011!

The E Word

2010-12-07T23:35:00.000+08:00

This is the time if you want to see me cry, at this very moment. Just you won't get to see the tears dropping. Not me, i cry from the inside.

So many things. I mean, i'm hurt. Not deeply i guess, just hurt. I feel neglected by the people i care the most. It happens, I know things like this will eventually happen, so i guess i'll just bear with it.

Sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit.

Holiday is supposed to be fun, right? I want to have fun. I want to be happy, I want to watch movies, karaoke, go everywhere i can think of, having a good time. Or just walking with my friends and still having fun. I don't ask for expensive vacations... It doesn't have to be expensive restaurant, it doesn't matter as long as we are happy.

This is just a phase. This is just a phase.

I talked to some friends about this. That's what i do when i have problems. I talk with people. I let out things but unfortunately i cannot tell everything. I don't think i can tell 100% of what i think to people. I keep few percents for myself. It's for the better.

I'm not perfect, obviously. I know sometimes i hurt people's feeling too, selfish, take things for granted and so on, i'll try to change.

I'm sleepy. No mood to write. Sorry to make you read this (really)

Faree Tells : Salam Maal Hijrah.

Gula-gula kapas

2010-12-04T16:32:00.000+08:00

Last night, dapatlaa berborak dengan si dia.. kejap. Macam biasalah tanya-tanya pasal buat apa hari ni, macam mana demam, kenapa tak tidur lagi bla bla. Lepas tu dia tanya, "You makan apa tadi?" Aku pun jawab laa "I minum Milo panas je satu hari ni, you..." and dia reply, "Oh yeke, nanti bila i jumpa you lagi skali dah slim lah kan"

.....kurang asam.

It's so funny, really. Aku gelak tapi kene maintain gelak sebab mulut aku sakit.. masuk dia, dah 3-4 orang cakap bende yang sama. Mudah-mudahan lah ye.

Kot la nak simpati ke, ape ke....ni cakap camtu. Adekah itu komen membina atau sebaliknya? I was expecting answers like "Kesiannya minum Milo je?" or "Milo? tahan ke sehari makan tu je?"....Eleh, nanti slim betul-betul.....BARU TAU!

There is this one guy friend of mine said to me, "Wei ko kurusla sikit, nanti mesti ramai lelaki tergila-gilakan ko"...I said to him "Eeei takmau laa 'ramai' lelaki tergila-gilakan aku, menyusahkan je buatpe"... Sorang je dah la...tak mintak lebih pun... HA HA HA.

So, kalau nak disukai, dicintai, digilai....hanya berdasarkan 'GOOD LOOKS' je ke? Kene HOT? Slim and slender, manja, cute, ayu, jelita dan vavavoom sahaja kah?

"Yang sedap mata memandang pun cukuplah....." Betul. Tapi tengok jugak mata siapa yang memandang kan. Kot la taste sedap mata memandang dia ala-ala Kim Kardashians ke Cameron Diaz ke....memang harapan la bro..

What about personality? Hmm..brain? Sense of humor? LOLz. Hanya mereka sahaja yang tahu.

Manusia, sedia maklum memang sukakan sesuatu yang indah. Tak salah memilih. Just kadang-kadang kene jugak ukur baju kat badan sendiri kan. Life's no fairytale, mungkin ade certain people yang amat bertuah untuk dapat apa yang dicita-citakan tanpa perlu bersusah payah tapi be realistic, pijaklah di bumi yang nyata. Contoh la kan, you're a lady, quite good looking, a degree holder, a career woman, paying your own car, great friends, some problems (who doesn't have a problem right?), planning of getting a house of your own and plenty more dreams for future. If you have a choice, of course you will choose someone with similar vision of future kan?

Kalau lelaki boleh pilih nak yang cantik, comel, leher jinjang, pinggang ramping, senyuman menawan, bibir mungil (haha don't ask), muka bujur sireh, hidung terletak, rambut panjang, mata redup and the list goes on...takkan perempuan tak boleh nak pilih lelaki yang baik budi pekerti, beriman (cliche nyer!), berilmu pengetahuan yang luas, memahami, penyayang, supportive, romantic, smart, dan sebagainya?

Tanyalaa mana-mana perempuan, nak ke dengan lelaki malas, kuat berangan, keras kepala, panas baran, bodoh sombong, tak independent, selekeh, kedekut, kuat mencarut, kaki perempuan, kaki pukul....takde punyelaah.. CONFIRM!

ALLAH pun dah janjikan, LELAKI YANG BAIK HANYA UNTUK PEREMPUAN YANG BAIK dan begitu lah sebaliknya.

Wah, meleret sudah!

Kita semua diciptakan berpasangan, jangan risau. Tak payah terlalu resah untuk mengejar itu semua. Banyak lagi perkara penting tapi kalau dah jumpa, baguslah. Kahwin? Lagi bagus bagi mengelakkan maksiat. Tapi kumpul duit dulu ye, bukan senang nak jaga anak orang, hi hi hi.

Kesimpulannya, kecantikan luaran mungkin ukuran pada pandang pertama, tapi untuk long term, kenal hati budi lah dulu.. Kawan dulu, get along, walk together, communicate then baru decide if he or she is the one.

As for me, i would like to walk first and feel the love~! It's amazing :) Too early to tell yaw.

Faree Tells : Semanis gula-gula kapas

Wisdom Tooth

2010-12-03T23:48:00.000+08:00

DEMAM TERUK! sangat teruk. Semua gara-gara gigi bongsu atau lebih dikenali sebagai 'Wisdom Tooth'. Azabnyee Allah je yang tau. Dah lebih kurang seminggu aku tak pergi kerja. Rasa bersalah yang teramat sangat kerana tak dapat laksanakan tanggungjawab aku kat bookstore tu lebih-lebih lagi aku kene jaga bahagian non-fiction yang amatlah busy lagi-lagi time nak krismas ni.

Nak sangat pergi kerja, tolong diorang tapi aku tak terdaya.

Tak banyak yang aku boleh buat pun kat rumah. Bangun, angkat baju, sidai baju. Pandang sekeliling, tengok kalau ade makanan pun tahan jela. Memang tak dapat masuk kecuali cecair atau makanan mudah hadam....seperti nestum dan makanan bayi yang sudah semestinya tak berapa nak ada dalam rumah ni.

Tau fu fah...the best food that i can enjoy time-time demam sebegini. It's always been my favourite. Kalau tak tahan lapar sangat, masak bubur ayam yang takde ayam, because i can't chew, it hurts real bad. Bibir merekah gila-gila punya, it's really disturbing, pedih sangat. Time nak gosok gigi amat perit, i cried almost every time in the bathroom.

I don't feel like meeting people. My condition is really.....bad. Muka sembab, bengkak, mata kuyu, bibir pecah, cakap pun macam tak berapa nak jelas (efek gusi bengkak)....memang SADIS la kesimpulannya kondisi aku ni.

Tapi aku teringin nak jumpa si dia. HAHAHA. Sempat tu... Takpe, I tau you busy and plus you jauh :'( Nanti dah sihat boleh jumpa, kene cepat sihat ni..

Doktor kata kene tunggu seminggu sebab nak kasi bengkak surut. OMG. Seminggu tu lama ok. Aku dah ada ubat dari 3 klinik berbeza, semua bagi painkiller and antibiotik. Dah lali dah telan pills these few days. Seriously ni la first time dalam sejarah hidup aku bergelumang dengan ubat dan tidur yang teramat kerap. Selalunya 2 hari ambik ubat aku dah stop, ni dah masuk seminggu.

Ayie kene masa hujung semester haritu and dia kata memang macam ni sakit dia. Memang tak boleh lari la. Aku google pasal gigi bongsu ni and baca experience orang lain pun sama. Aku pernah dengar pasal gigi bongsu tumbuh akan demam tapi tak tersangka macam ni teruk dia.

MUNGKIN AKU TAK CUKUP KUAT KOT?

Aku bukan jenis suka pergi klinik, unless kalau aku betul-betul demam....ataupun betul-betul nak SURAT MC. Huhu, seriously. Masa kat Uitm Perak dulu, dalam 3 tahun aku belajar sane, 2-3 kali je aku melawat pusat kesihatan. Betul, tak tipu. Bukanlah aku kate aku tak pernah demam sepanjang belaja kat sana, cuma maybe time aku demam tu aku dah balik rumah.

Result final next week. Tersangat awal. Tersangat ngeri. Tidaklah sanggup untuk aku bincangkan. Semoga bertemu lagi di lain post. Semoga hari-hari yang bakal aku lalui dipermudahkan. Amin.

Faree Tells : Now i have reason to be unhappy.

Maybe She Don't Know I Exist

2010-11-22T11:32:00.002+08:00

Kalau orang kenal aku mesti tau aku suka keluar jalan-jalan rather than duduk rumah. Kalau duit ada RM5 pun aku keluar jugak at least pegi minum-minum setakat segelas air takde hal.

Bila aku keluar, dapat borak-borak cerita dengan member, gelak-gelak secara otomatik aku lupa, lupa segala apa beban yang ada dalam kepala aku ni. Banyak yang terlalu.

Bila aku duduk sorang-sorang, aku mesti terfikir macam-macam. Maka akan terkeluarlah segala tanda-tanda soal yang sangat mengganggu. It's a kind of escapism, i guess. Tapi tak bermakna aku lari dari masalah aku, cuma aku ingin melupakan sebentar. Kadang masalah tu tak boleh diselesaikan serta merta, dan kalau tak boleh selesaikan langsung, itulah cara aku, i went out.

Perluke aku selalu melayan masalah aku, kesedihan aku? TAK. Aku pilih untuk tidak hidup dalam keadaan begitu. Tapi taklah sentiasa je happy, beragaklah.

Kadang-kadang aku terlalu excited tentang sesuatu tak kiralah pasal relationship ke, tempat lepak baru ke, TV show latest ke, ape-ape jelah. Aku memang kadang-kadang over the pagar. I tell things to people. I mean people that are close to me like my girlfriends. We share things, secrets...everything. I see it as a therapy. When we share opinions and stories and experiences, the bond is tighter. Mungkin sebab aku dari all-girls school, bond antara we girls sangat kuat and i dont know how to keep things from them.

Menulis pun is one way gak. It's a way of telling without telling. Tapi kadang lain orang yang kita maksudkan lain yang terasa. It's a very subjective thing when it comes to write about someone except when names are mentioned, then that is a different case. We don't live to please people EVERY SINGLE TIME. Take it or leave it.

Dah biasa dengan orang yang tak senang bila tengok kita happy. Sebab hidup dia tak happy, orang lain pun tak boleh happy ke? Gembira itu adalah pilihan. Memang tak dapat pilih hari-hari tapi kalau cuba selalu mesti boleh. Semua ada pilihan, nak dengan taknak je.

Cemburu. Cemburu tu normal lah. Tak salah bagi aku nak cemburu, tapi DENGKI jangan sekali kali. Kalau aku cemburu tengok kawan bahagia tak semestinya aku tak nak diorang bahagia, cuma mungkin aku nak bahagia macam diorang. Dapat tak? Macam kalau aku cemburu kawan aku dapat pergi overseas, jalan-jalan makan angin, aku kene usaha, tanamkan azam yang satu hari nanti aku mesti pergi jugak tengok negara luar dengan hasil titik peluh aku sendiri. Kadang-kadang sifat cemburu tu jadi pendorong kita untuk jadi lebih baik..kalua kita tahu macam mana nak handle rasa cemburu tu.

Tapi kalau cemburu kawan dah kawin, dah ada anak macam mana pulak ek?

Taknak fikir lah. (ni sebab duk sorang-sorang la ni fikir bukan-bukan)

Kesimpulannya, hidup ni banyak pilihan. Kadang-kadang terlalu banyak sampai rambang mata. Sebagai seorang yang meningkat dewasa, kene tau cara nak pilih. Mungkin kalau rasa kurang mahir menilai, mintak tolong dari orang lain, tak salah. We live with people. Banyak hati nak dijaga, lebih-lebih lagi orang yang kita sayang. Kadang-kadang kita perlu berkorban untuk tengok orang lain bahagia.

Allah maha adil dan maha mengetahui. Aku sangat percaya itu.

Aku bukan hidup untuk menjadi orang yang gah, masyhur, terpaling hebat, tersangat cantik, terlebih sudah (lol), dan segala macam 'ter' lah, aku cuma nak jadi diri aku yang sederhana, yang gembira seadanya, yang waras dalam membuat keputusan, yang positif dalam pemikiran dan berpijak di bumi yang nyata, rasional dalam segala hal.

Faree Tells : Memang susah jadi orang dewasa ni.

To-do list

2010-11-15T12:13:00.002+08:00

I thought of working at the same bookstore this holiday but the position is only available on December so i have 15 days doing nothing. I mean, great! but what to do? Go on a holiday? No money! Huwaa. Die lo like this...

Gotta help out with the house chores, daily! Kene bodek bodek sikit at least. HAHAAHA. Must go on diet also lah! (every time! never accomplished HAAHA) Actually there's so many things to do, without spending so much money. Yup! 15 days is not that long...

1. Cook! Bake! Yeaaah. I should practice. But Mak gotta buy all the ingredients. HAAHA. I love cooking but sometimes MALASH. Hihihi. I will give my best shot!

2. Learn 3D. HAHAAHHA. Macam harapan je. But, will try though. It's so hard when you know how to do it last time and you did not practice, tadaaa! you lost it. Been there..But then, must upgrade the laptop's ram first..

3. Cleaning the house, everyday! AHAHAH. Tiring but sometimes enjoyable. Especially when nobody's around. Siap boleh buat drama musical lagi sambil mengemop. HAAHA.

4. POTLUCK! yeah! Let's let's! It's gonna be fun fun fun!!

5. Healthy activities! Jogging, Cycling, Hiking, Badminton! I gotta catch up! Naaaaaak!

See, so many things to do! I bet there's a lot more. Gotta think. Updating the blog is of course one of the things to do when holiday....but can't promise that! hahaha. Will try my best! Alrite then, later! ;)

Faree Tells : But i want to watch movies! HAAHAHA

Hohoholiday!

2010-11-12T19:53:00.000+08:00

Holiday officially starts on Tuesday for us IDE semester 4 students. The final assessment should be on Monday only but was dragged till Tuesday due to the time constraint. But it's over so never mind that. Basically, everything was OK. Simple presentation, 5 minutes for each student in my class to present (furniture) and for product we have to asses with 2 lecturers in 2 days.

Whatever those things lah kan. Yang penting dah habis! Oh yeaaa, just want to put up the photo of my baby dressing table! I named it 'Vanity Syndrome' LOL! Hahaha. It is made from steel for the main structure, glass table top and wooden mirror frame with special purple spray paint finish plus wired cable for styling the spiral on structure.

A lecturer called it 'pencawang elektrik' LOLz

The guys set up the space to take photos

Ready for photo shoot!

I can say i'm quite satisfied with the model i made. I mean, I don't really working on it 100% but I put so much effort to make it. The hardest part when using steel is when the finishing part. We have to make sure that the welded part is clean so that when applying finishes it will look ok.

I've learned so much on producing furniture and so far i've tried making it using timber for last semester and this semester using steel. Hope next semester will be better! =)

Hmm...what else.

So far holiday was OK. Went out with some friends to catch up. Will go 'somewhere' tomorrow with them. Hope it's on. I'm so excited as 'he' might joined us too. Yayy baby! hahah Will update about it later. Meeting on tomorrow's plan will be on tonight at Kg Baru ;) Hmmm kerang bakar! Yuummsss.

Excitednyers!

Faree Tells : *crossing fingers*

If it's worth having, it's worth fighting for

2010-11-01T21:40:00.000+08:00

Now i feel like updating.

Here goes! Today I had my first and last paper for the semester. Yeah, i know you'll go like "1 paper je?" Whatevs!! I don't know what rubbish did i wrote on the paper, all i know that i have answered all and i hope that it's correct. CAN MEH? hahaha Ohh Philosophy! I have 2 assessments in less than a week now! Oh crap!

I hope my furniture will turned out well, as i wish it to be. I have to complete it as soon as possible! Can't wait for my baby to be born! My second! A vanity table. Ohhhh dear, be pretty please..

I know i should be working on my table now but i'm sleepy, CAN? I waited for him to call or text but i got nothing. Nothing! Sabar jelah saye. Nasib baik you handsome! AHAHA and romantic. *melts* LOLz. Thanks for all your advice, though i always make faces when u nagged, i called you 'Mak Nenek' (sorry dear! hahaha) I provoked you with questions you hated so much, you are still there to comfort me, to support me.

You make me happy B.

Though sometimes i feel that u neglected me by not calling, or texting, i keep on telling myself that you are busy with your works, and never on purpose to do so. I should be proud to have someone as hardworking and smart as you. I'm with the best ;)

I could write for a week about you but till then, the final assessment will arrive! OH NO! Gotta switch to working mode now. But, it's not wrong to feel the love right? HAAHA cheesy! So what...

Almost 3 months and still counting.. saya bahagia! ;) Tapi saya kena buat kerja sekarang!

I heart you <3

Till then! Hihi. Wish me luck for my final assessment!

Faree Tells : Just the way you are :)

Dido

2010-08-20T00:49:00.000+08:00

Salam Ramadan.

Since the previous template was already been removed, i guess (cuz the image doesn't appeared) i've changed the theme using blogger's template. It uglayhh but heck i dont care. Still am layzay to deal with these unimportant things...hah.

Of all the days, I choose today to update? WWWWHY?

I have works to be done but here i am, writing. LOLz. It's been a very hectic weeks so far. Fasting is really not a big deal, really. Though sometimes topics about foods occurs, still can be handled. Alaa, it's not that we can't eat 24 hours. Kejap je pun. Kan kan kan.

Classes was OK. There are some yang a bit boring but most of it i can say FUN. Although sometimes tak tido sampai sehari dua tapi dah biasa kot. Lecturer sem ni pun best, yup frankly speaking memang best.

...and i have someone i want to thank for being there though sometimes i've been quite childish and sensitive. I'm sorry and thank you :)

He gave me this. Isn't he a sweetie ? ;p HAHAHA. Lolz.

So far, life's been very good. Thanks Allah. I went to iftar with my girlfriends (and a guy friend) @ Tropicana Golf Resort. Haven't upload the photos yet, maybe the girls were too busy to upload haha nevermind them. Will patiently wait.

There's sure a lot more to say but i feel very sleepy now. I think....i'll continue with my work now and heading to bed after that. Laytah~!

Faree Tells : Plans, plans, plans !

Kuat macam Mak

2010-08-15T11:49:00.000+08:00

I've been through worst than this, so it should be nothing. Nak kuat macam Mak. Life's full of risk. If it's too good to be true, maybe it is. Life must go on, and i'm fine with it. Dah biasa sangat.

Tu je nak cakap. This is by far, i guess, the shortest post i've ever posted. Like whoever cares. Haha. Later.

Sha la la la la

2010-07-27T11:35:00.000+08:00

Woot woot! Update time.

Ahhh it feels like ages since the last post. HAHAH whoever cares. It's been a very busy, I repeat SUPER BUSY these past 2,3 weeks. Everybody in school are busy as well, but still manage to squeeze here and there for some entertainment. haha.

I think this semester is a better semester. Just like 4th semester back in Seri Iskandar. The bond between studio mates were tighter. Awwhh, I miss those days ;')

Heard some good news, 2 of my ex-course mates will be flying to UK to further studies. How lucky! 1 is already there. Hope they'll do fine there. Also, 1 of us is getting married next year, can't wait to be part of it! 2 of my course mates are married, and 1 of them already have a baby. It's a big family we have here.

Ramadan's coming! So many fond memories happen in the fasting month. All the things I wouldn't want to forget. Ahhh those were the days lah ;) The best part about Ramadan is of course iftar! hahaha. Mak offered me to invite friends to iftar at Tropicana for a cheaper price. I'm so excited! They response well about it so yeah i think it's on.

Ouhh, tomorrow is Mak's birthday. I plan to celebrate it at Seoul Garden, OU, insyallah. Gotta buy something for her present. We'll see what it is. I looooooove steamboats and grill!! Yummss!

Gotta go, 2 more class to attend. Au revoir!

Faree Tells : Money, money, money, it's so funny, in the rich man's world.

Bye bye Kaka

2010-07-03T01:59:00.000+08:00

You know what i like about this 2010 World Cup season? I watched the most football games that i ever had in my life, and actually enjoying myself for 'participating'. It is the fun that i never knew existed.

I used to watch football just to fit in. Seriously, i tried so hard to stay awake to watch MU games last time, for some reason that i don't want to disclose here. It's different when you're forcing yourself and when you actually want to do it.

Now i'm watching football just for the fun of it.

It involves emotions. You cheer when your team wins, you got upset when your team lost, nervous watching the penalty kicks, angry when the score is not counted *ahem*, shocked when great teams were eliminated in the early stage, and the list goes on.

You just have to know your limit. I personally hate one thing about WC. The pohyoh fans! HAHA. Sometimes you don't have problems with the team , i mean like okay you're good, you deserve to proceed to the next round, fine. And the next thing you know some retarded ppl go crazy about how they love the team from the day they were born, or like two three zillion years and go like they know your team is not gonna win, blah blah blah and bragging around like they're the one who's playing on the field.

I mean, i know it's fun to joke around sometimes, but its not cool to overdoing it. Not cool yaw. That's when i will automatically hope the team they're supporting lose even when i think/want it to win.

So the team i predicted to be in the final lost. I believed in you Brasil. WHYYYY la you lost?? KAKA! Tsk tsk tsk. I see you tried so hard today. He looked cute though as always. Hmm.. Well, I hope Argentina can beat Germany tomorrow. Seriously, WIN the match! I cannot stand my own emotion when the team i want to win, lost! Arghh. Rasa macam nak karok lagu Sengsara je!

My worry is, the final! It's scheduled on Monday, 2.30am! I have class on that morning for God's sake! Gotta think of something wise! Skipping class is no more an option! I've learned my lesson. Matlamat tidak menghalalkan cara (so takde kene mengene LOL).

Well, I hope Ghana wins tonight! Send Uruguay home! And prepare to beat Netherlands (macam tak convincing je) hhahaha. Like i've said, I can choose to support any team now. The best team wins. Period.

Faree Tells : Oh my Wira ;'(

Waka Waka

2010-06-30T05:27:00.007+08:00

I'm not really in the mood to write but since i'm still awake at 4.34am, here i am! Owh newsflash, Spain got through! BOO PORTUGAL! HAHA. No Cristiano Ronaldo's statue, that's for sure! Take that!

.....though i'm a lil bit sad for England, but hey some teams gotta give way for the next round (positive enough?) Becks looked good though on the bench. With all the suits on him. Looks like a very supportive 'manager'. hahaha. Brazil got through, I love KAKA! He's superduper hottie! Except the fact that he's taken and a proud father, but i don't care. They were team mates at AC Milan.

That's my 2 favorite men, man i wish i'm that ball they're running after. LOL! (i mean, no kicking, just running after.....hahahah ok merepek)

I think it'll be Argentina vs Brazil for final. We'll see!

Sayonara to Japan. I'm of course sad for their lost to Paraguay. The only Asian team left and now out after losing at penalty kicks by 3-5 aggregate after draw 0-0 full time. (is that how you write it? The football-commentating way? lol. i'm new, ignore the grammar mistakes, heh)

I'm not really a die-hard football fan but i don't want to be left out! Durgh! it's fun, really the talk, the spirit, the crowd, the laughs, the news feed's status (LOL) and the list goes on. Now that my favorite team is out, i think i'd be more neutral, meaning that i still have the team that i want to win but not as much as the first team i chose. I don't put as much high hope la like that. HAH. Ya i know, too many information. huhu.

Watching football at food court for the win! I love watching at this new place at PJ called Forum19. I first heard about it from my sister, she went there to celebrate her friend's birthday at this one moroccan-style-section in the food court where you can enjoy shisha-ings while watching football OR NOT. hahha. The best part is, the screen. I mean not really a screen, it's a projector projected to the neighbor building and it's huge! I wowed the first time i saw it. Too cool.

That's how the place looks like. Via Myforum19

The first time i went there was not for watching football. Just for fun, to try what is it like for a new lepak place like that. I found it quite comfy than the usual ss2 place we always go to. But there are few choices of food that we can eat. Too many porks! LOL! So to be safe, we go for the mamaks la. HAHA. The 2nd time was for Brazil vs Portugal game which i think we got the best table ever! haha. So many people watching, it's so much fun than watching at home.

The last one was when England vs Germany. *sigh* We're quite late that time so had a hard time to find a place to sit. Some more, when the game started, 'drama' played as well. There was a fighting scene we had to see because it's obviously blocked our view to the real game. Siap tumbuk-tumbuk bagai. Chillax arr dow, nak tengok bola pun tak senang. Ish ish ish. Tak civilized langsung.

I don't have the mood to talk about the 'uncounted' goal that Lampard scored. That's just shitty, obviously. It's 2010 yaw.

Whoa, i never write so much about football. Getting better at this. HAHAAHA. I want to see Malaysia playing on World Cup, I want to cheer for my country, hear our national song played on WC fields, awww when will that become a reality? 10 years? 20?50? No chance? *sobs*

I know deep down inside our heart, we want to cheer for our country, i've experienced it when i went to the Manchester United vs our national team last year. I know how it feels when we scored. Though most of us are the red devils' fan, when Malaysia scored, we cheered! Even louder! That's priceless! Awwhh Malaysia ku yang serba boleh....bile lah boleh masuk World Cup? Dah dah berenti gelak ye. Sekian.

Faree Tells : MPPJ FC tetap di hati! HAHA walaweh! Mara, maralah MPPJ!, mara dengan semangat membara, kebanggaan negeri Selangor! HOHHO! I remember!

Peter Rabbit!

2010-06-25T00:48:00.000+08:00

One week to go! Dooode! Semester break will come to an end soon! Very soon! Like i have to go travel to Shah Alam everyday...again! Assignments, workshop....drawings, lectures...arghh. I love my part-time job! lol!

Seriously. everyone at the bookstore are so nice. I mean crazy-nice-sewel-cacat all lah! I've thought about working there still even when semester starts. At least i can get few hundreds a month lepas la my petrol and tolls kan. Lagipun part-timer quite flexible. Hmm will confirm back with my supervisor.

....but to think again...assignments yang melambak tu....HAHAHA. habeslah. Tapi boleh kot awal-awal ni. Hihi.

Ouhh...about my family vacation to Singapore. It was great! One of my best vacation ever! Universal Studios- top chart! OMG i love that place. I will go again! Worth the money! Seriously!

Pharaoh! Or the egyptian warrior, not so sure. Good actor!

In front of the entrance

Haha lots more photos i'm just too layzay to upload. I'd like to thank Busu Anchee for bringing us there, sponsored the tickets and lunch (though kitorang ada la bayar 'sikit' tapi Busu bayar lebih. HAHAA) Thanks Busuuuu.

We went to other places too at Singapore. We stayed one night at Maklong Hafiz's place at Eunos and went to places like Geylang, Orchard Road anf of course Sentosa Island where Universal Studios is located at. What i love about Singapore is the buildings! The architecture are pretty amazing. Unique and impressive. They sell cheap electronic gadgets too! Am surprised! BB less than RM1000! (eg : Curve, Storm)

We had a nice breakfast too! I love the Kacang pool (if im not mistaken) prepared at Maklong's house. Yuummms! I loike! HAHAHA

Hmmm probably will visit Singapore again this year. HAHA if i have money laa. Plan senang je. Jadinye belum tentu..hikhik.

Next stop - Genting! with my girlfriends! In 2 weeks. Hope we'll stick to the plan! Can't wait!

Au Revoir!

Faree Tells : Ohh...handphone :'(

V is for VACATION!

2010-06-16T01:57:00.000+08:00

Oh man. It's been a while. Well, just to update, i just finished packing for the family vacation. Singapore. It's been like i don't know...three four years since the last time.. I don't remember even the exact year. Huhu. We'll go to Melaka first to fetch Nenek and will head to JB, to Mak Uda's.

I asked 3 days off from my part-time job but i think....not enough la HAHA. I should have asked for 4 days *sigh*

Result was ok. It's out on the 10th btw. I missed by point zero something to DL. But i'm content with it. I cannot ask for more. I need to work hard to earn things. At least it's going up rather than down though it's a bit slow. I am happy, I hate results day, i hate the feeling. Just like how i hate interviews. But you have to face it no matter what. I'm grateful for the current result and always wish that i could improve and do better, Insyallah.

Hey, it's that season again! Which team are you?

So what if i'm typical. At least i have only one favorite team ;p

Guys, go for football for a manly look! HAHAHA. Gotta go, peace! NO WAR! (seriously) Laytahh ;)

Faree Tells : Universal Studios!! Nak nak!

Bonjour June!

2010-06-01T12:41:00.000+08:00

Chow May!

Hahaha. May berlalu dengan begitu banyak cerita yang menarik. Hmmm. Kerja, hiburan, kawan-kawan, keluarga....CUKUP RASA!

....tapi berakhir dengan kesedihan juga buat seluruh umat Islam mengenai serangan tentera Israel terhadap kapal bantuan ke Gaza pagi semalam. Kita doakanlah semoga semuanya selamat khususnya 12 rakyat Malaysia yang turut serta. Insyallah.

Awal May haritu sibuk cari part-time and apply la then dapat. Alhamdulillah, masa cuti ni terisi jugak and at the same time quite free sebab selalu jugak dapat cuti. Hahaha.Part-timer je, so schedule takla ketat sangat. But i have fun though working at the bookstore. Yesterday bought 2 books and earned 25% discount for staffs. Nice!

Graphic Design Cookbook - Interesting layouts

Its cute! Everything about chocolate - cute illustrations

Okay, next, Busu Lily brought us (Me, Ayie & Shila) to Hard Rock Cafe, KL for dinner & live band together with Uncle Yen and her friend. Thank you Busu!

Ayie, Uncle Yen, Busu & Aunty Nadia

Lamb Chop

Shila

Ayie

Few days after that, it's Ayie's convocation ceremony at Uitm Shah Alam. He graduated from Diploma in Estate Management last december from Uitm Seri Iskandar. He managed to receive the ANC (Anugerah Naib Chanselor) Award for getting at least 3.5 gpa every semester. Congrats bro!

On our way to Shah Alam

Ayie on stage

Ayie

With Mak & Abah

With Me

With Shila

Not so long after that, OMG i'm very excited!! hahaha. I met my favourite superstar!! Siti Nurhaliza! Wuhoo.. Suke sangat-sangat. We (Alia, me, Radhiah and Shikin) went to CT15 recording for Hari Raya at Dewan Bahasa dan Pustaka, KL.

Us :)

Curi-curi tangkap ;p

Sumpah Siti cantik ok!

After the recording

At the car park before we manage to squeeze in

SCORE!!

....BAHAGIA sekejap. Hehehe. Excited tahap gaban ok! :))

At this very month too, i went to Ulu Langat with my girlfriends. Happppppy!! I love holidays!!

5 of us :)

Mendaki seketika

Muke excited nak jumpa air

Penting nii...

....and last but not least, on Sunday, went to Youth'10 with Qilla, Tasya, Zetti and Shahira. Lama tak lepak and glad we did!! So many interesting things happened! LOLz!

Them

At Cleo booth

Zety & Qilla

i think that's it for May. I think i'll hate June! HAAHAHAH coz results coming out. BOOOO!

Ok gotta go, Laytah!

Faree Tells : Longer holiday puh-leasee!!

Take a book and read

2010-05-17T23:33:00.000+08:00

I'm currently working on my semester break so updating this baby is not a priority (since when laa it's a priority kan? HAHA) I seriously need the money for my own use and responsibilities. Road tax, new handphone (i lost my phone okay!), a pair of jeans (HAHA) etc etc.

I'm working at a bookstore together with Bazzy and Alia. Unlike both of them, I don't read much. I know some authors, famous authors ONLY and it's quite hard for me to justify that i don't really fancy books. Everybody in the bookstores love books!

"So, do you love books? What books do you read?" I just can't say nothing. "Ohh...i'm into designing books, graphics with photos or how to's etc". "Ohh, the non-fiction books laa? What about reading books, fictions?" "Ohh...I read some but i prefer books with pictures..." LOL! This feeling sucks man! I feel like bursting out, "Oi i don't read much but i can be as hardworking as you guys to work my arse out in this store...nuff said!"

But today i realized how important to love and know about books when you are working at a bookstore. HAHAHA damn it. I was assigned at children's section which i have to know how the books there are sorted out, how to find books if customer ask you, which sections are for activity books, for young adult books, for books with animals, with famous authors etc. There was this one time a customer asked me which section is from 'Roald Dahl'...oi nasib baik aku kenal si Roald Dahl tu! Kalau tak segan dowh! But then you can always ask them to ask from the customer service. hehehe...but everyday's a lesson kan, i have to know no matter what.

I want to be like them in the bookstore. I want to love reading. Reading gives you knowledge, improve your language skills, learn new things, create imagination and many more. It's a good exposure la for me though it's quite late to start hahaha. I always think that visuals are greater than writings. I still do though.

At some point i thought, what kind of books i like to read and then i remembered that i've read this one book about self help which later made me look for it from the shelves but couldn't find it in the store. It's about motivation and how to improve yourself, to be a better person.

I know, it's only ONE book.

I remember how crazy the girls were back in primary school for Sweet Valley when i saw some of them on the shelves. I used to love Goosebumps only because the concept of the book which you can choose the storyline. It's like a game, turn to this page etc. That is one good thing to attract people to read books. Pop-up books are the best! At the kids section there is this book where you can make a model out of it, if you buy all 4 you can make your own Roman town! I think it's the coolest!

I want to buy it! For myself! HHAAHAHAH.

Enough about books and working.

Me and my girlfriends are going to work on an online business and we're currently setting up the brand and preparing the stocks. Will update about it later after the everything is ready :)

Faree Tells : Today's my fourth day of working. HAHAHA bile nak gaji ni.... lolz.

Few steps away

2010-04-29T22:35:00.000+08:00

I think i'm insane for updating the blog now. I'm supposed to do my technical drawings now for my final presentation next Tuesday. What's more INSANE is that very Tuesday, we have to present both Furniture Design and Product Design projects. That is like 2 big projects okay! What were they thinking? Both are 2 core subjects!

For these past 3 weeks i've been to the workshop everyday. OHHH MYY DIOR! It's like our second home, seriously! You may check the photos of our 'beloved' workshop. It's fillllthy!! AHHAHAHA but sometimes can be fun. I'm getting used to work in this kind of environment. I NEVER imagined myself dealing those big machines, it very dangerous ok! I was a chicken (or gedik) at first asking people to help me to cut this and that but after few weeks of hard work i managed to operate things all by myself..ammmm proud!

Early stage when all i did was measuring *sigh*

(you don't want to miscalculate, it's disastrous!)

That's me & Suraya (that's her prototype!)

& that's how we look in the workshop! Dirrrty!

My baby! I know it's not that pretty but whatever,

it's 100% by me!

Oh, did i tell you this is my first time building my own designed furniture? YEA! Though i don't think it's that attractive but to see the results, i mean after working so hard, spending my time, money and energy on it, i feel satisfied. The process is still on though and i hope it'll turned out fine.

OH MY GUCCI i sooo have lots of things to tell but i need to do my work now.

I haven't started a thing on my product design model. Gotta do it quick. I'm doing a head massager for this semester's project. It's a snowcap-like head massager. Our task is to design a future 2020 product, Future lah sangat! hahahah. Wish me luck!

Formspring me if you have time! Later :)

Faree Tells : Positive change, i'm glad.

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2010-04-29T22:04:00.001+08:00

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Suatu Masa Amy

2010-03-28T15:21:00.001+08:00

On Friday, Busu Lily called and offered me 2 tickets to Amy Search's Suatu Masa show at Istana Budaya. Since I have no plan that evening, I agreed.

Poster (via ticket2u.biz)

I went with Ayie. We're half an hour late, HAHA. His fault. We parked illegally because of it. Don't wear shorts if you wanna go inside there, he's been warned. lolz.

We entered the hall while Amy was performing. Our seat was the best! Very clear! My first time at Istana Budaya watching Natrah, we're so far up there. I wonder how cool it'll be if i got a seat like this watching Siti's performance! OOOOhhhh damn it i still am sad i didn't get to watch her inside the prestigious hall.

Basically the concert is about Amy's life/career as an artist. A rock star. The storyline of his career was interpreted with singing, a lil bit of acting, and monologue. The props used were superb! Though some performance were without props, he managed to grab all the attention. A superstar he is.

The best part i remembered was, the time he performed 'Kerja Gila' ! MEMANG GILA! He started from the side entrance near the stage, and sing his heart out like a crazy man!! He's a maniac! I was like "don't tell me he's going somewhere near us..." Heck he did! 3 times! Running here and there to the audiences. Baring pun ade! Gile tak gile?

When it comes to his outfit, it's no cliche rock star's clothes. At first, to show the old him, yes with all those long curly hair, tight jeans, sleeveless shirt, etc. But after that.....whoa too different. Tak sangka rockstar pakai macam ni. Hehe. It weird but cool weird. Get what i mean? HAHAA.

I admit that the performance was not all that good. There's lack here and there, vocally and technically but sometimes it takes a great performance to cover everything up. It's ok, we understand nobody's perfect!

Towards the end of the show, was more to the new, religious him. Kire rock star bertaubat laa kembali ke pangkal jalan. HAHA. I waited for Fantasia Bulan Madu but a lil bit dissappointed laa he did not highlighted the song. I mean, he did not sing that song full version. Just a medley with other songs. But it's ok lah. Still everyone in front gave him standing ovation so it's all goood~!

Thanks again Busu for the tickets, ada lagi janganla dilupekan kami-kami disini ye. Hihi.

Faree Tells : Andai di pisah, laut dan pantai, musnahlah ilham. Hilang pedoman.

Alice

2010-03-19T20:54:00.001+08:00

First and foremost, as for the previous post, hell yeah i've watched 'Alice in Wonderland 3D' at Cineleisure Damansara (which is now known as e@Curve - i still prefer Cineleisure though! ) but on Sunday. The picture, scene was superb especially with 3D. You can see all the characters moving closer to you, which is very interesting experience. I'm a big fan of Johnny Depp so watching him as Mad Hatter DANCING in one of the scene, was very pleasing. HAHA.

( Source : http://www.disney.com.au/disneyfilms/aliceinwonderland/ )

To be frank, the movie was not that exciting. You know, it's a bit boring and i feel sleepy at certain times. I don't know how it feels without 3D. The effects was the best attraction i guess. But to be fair, i like this movie. I was very disappointed when i didn't get to watch it earlier with my friends. I woke up early the next day just to get the ticket and went to two different mall (Midvee and Cineleisure ) and at last i got it but had to separate seat with my sister. The day before, went with ex-coursemates at Cineleisure and OU but failed to get any tickets. Take that! The moral of the story is, if you wanna watch BIG movies, BOOK a week earlier! I've learned my lesson!

To me, i think we have 'Alice' inside of us. Very brave, ambitious when we were a child but as we grow older, we are scared to take risks and challenge. We have no faith in ourselves, underestimate our own ability to face the world and maybe when something happen (in Alice's case - going to Wonderland) then only we can see that we can do more than that.

Really, I love my childhood. I think that time I was so brave, unlike now. I used to sing, dance, perform on stage, Tilawah al-Quran, Nasyid (solo), Marhaban (solo), Hafazan, dikir barat (Tukang Karut tau!), choral speaking, acting, etc. We're exposed to communicate with people through actions and expressions. But now, when i have presentation, i look so stupidly nervous (macam monyet sikit) HAHAHA. I talk as fast as i can to get rid off the uneasy feeling.

Where did the old me go?

As we grow older too, we think about so many things. Like who am i going to be? Did i make my parents proud? Will i have a career instead of just having a job? Will i be married to the right person? All the seriously serious things. We got scared. Have you ever think about these?

Sometimes i thought so much about what will people think of me, why do some people hate me (so many reasons eh? HAHAHA I do bitch sometimes and only to certain people ), are they laughing at me, do i look stupid in that? Does my design sucks? Do i belong in my circle of friends (hmmm 'circle' ! HAH !) Very negative thought! But to neutralized it, we sometimes should think about what other people think. Take it as a sincere critics to improve ourselves. To be a better person, useful human being.

It took so many wrong turns before we know the right one. It's OK to make mistakes! We learn through mistakes. Don't make me start about Alexander Graham Bell or Sir Isaac Newton whatsoever.

I have motivation. But sometimes my head cannot control my body. I want to do assignments but my eyes wants to sleep, I want tidy up my room but my fingers wants to write blog (LOLz!)v and so many other LAME excuses. Hihi.

Wah, from Alice to these blabbs ! I should stop now. Till next time. Off to Seri Iskandar tomorrow for ID Day and ID Night! It's so ON! Will update about it later on. Chiaw.

Faree Tells : Don't blame me if you're no better than me, COMING SOON!

That guy with crazy hats

2010-03-05T23:46:00.000+08:00

Awwwh I can't wait to watch 'Alice in Wonderland'! I really hope I can watch it tomorrow. By hook or by crook, i'll watch it tomorrow! Period.

It's been a very hectic week. Pile of works need to be done. Funny thing was, when i'm struggling to do something, like really ought to do until i neglected my good night sleep, it went wrong. Everything will end up a thrash. But sometimes hard work pays. It's just a matter of time.

I just need to listen carefully. There's slightly a miscommunication there. It cost me 2-3 class attendance. I mean, to think about it, for not sleeping, I don't have energy to go to class, to drive from PJ to Shah Alam, to climb the stairs from across Hotel Uitm to FSSR. When i thought about facing all these, automatically my mind will tell me "nehh, i still have two classes to skip" and there you go, both were blown away just like that.

I'm getting used to the new class members (new students from Diploma - straight to 03) They're quite nice people, very helpful and hardworking. Well, i'm obviously the opposite. But i try though to keep up. They're full of stories about their glorious diploma days which reminds me of mine as well.

It's just that mine are not with me now, to share our fond memories. The one thing that brought us together is Facebook. It's a very good medium for us to share things and thoughts. Today was hilarious, Raul tagged most of the 47th on who looks like who. I cannot stop myself from laughing. Superfunny! How can i not love these people?

For dinner just now, went to Canai, Subang Jaya. My friends had Shisha (which are VERY BAD for health people) hahahah! A lot of people there, quite alive. Planned to go to Andalus, Ampang but the traffic to KL is too heavy. Yesterday went to Mali's corner for its famous Char Kuey Tiaw. I think I should start a food blog la, err Alia? when will that happen? lolz.

Mak went to Ipoh with her badminton team for MAKSAK from Thursday till Sunday. The home is all ours! HAHAHAH. Well, for these 2 days it's just me, Ilyas and Harith la.

Gotta continue blogging later. It's getting boring, whatever i'm blabbing in here. Bye bye :)

Faree Tells : Wake upppppppp Ja!

Grey

2010-02-27T21:04:00.000+08:00

How would you define life? I'd relate it with color.

Grey. Currently it's Grey.

It could be Chrome, but it's Grey still. Same thing. Monotonous.

It's very loud here, but the sound that i'm hearing is just the sound inside my head. Maybe it's what I want to hear, or not, only God knows.

Have you ever thought about things you've done through any phase in your life that you regret? Be it whatever you've said or did or just thought of doing, have you?

Sometimes when you're doing it, you'd think that you don't really care, I mean, hurting people's feeling for example, it's not fun, really. You might have the thought that people will get jealous, annoyed, etc but do they? Sometimes, yes, but what if not? You wouldn't care either!

Sometimes we need to fix things (or at least try to stop an argument) by just stay silent. Silence is gold. Let it be. Orang Melayu kata, beralah tak semestinya kalah. Indeed.

That's the end of it. Enough is enough.

Have you ever thought about having split personality? Like 2 very different attitude inside you just like Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde? Black and White? Or, like Hannah Montana? (HAHA)

Sometimes you feel that you're a very good person and it's boring. Sometimes you feel like you're a very bad person and you want to repent. You want to do things that you've never done before, experience anything that you've never had the chance to do, positive or negative.

Scary thought hah! *grins*

That is why we have to use our brain carefully. Fill it with useful, rational knowledge so that we'll be CLEVER enough to differentiate things, to make a wise decision.

For example, as a Muslim, we cannot consume alcohol. Why? If the answer is because Allah said so, I strongly believe more questions will be asked. People are so arrogant, they thought that they are very superior and better to question about things that is clearly against the religion.

Alcohol is an addictive intoxicant that is also bad for your health. Under its influence, people may do things which are deemed sinful in Islam and not realize it. For this reason, it is prohibited in Islam along with other mind altering, addictive drugs. (http://www.irca.org.au/faq/index.htm#14)

Get the picture?

Aku tau yang minum arak tu tau arak tu bukan sahaja tak elok malah MENGHINAKAN. Dah kata 'kencing setan' kan, nape diteguk lagi? Orang minum air kau minum kencing. Setitik arak = 44 hari amalan tidak diterima. Tak kisahlah kau derma harta emas permata kau kat anak yatim pun takkan diterima amal kebajikan kalau kau taik arak. Kalau hukuman di dunia ni kau tak boleh tahan, boleh ke kat akhirat nanti kau tahan? MINUMLAH ARAK LAGI. Sekian.

....of all the things in the world people. You are better than that.

Faree Tells : Orange Laici un !

Tea Break

2010-02-24T19:15:00.000+08:00

There's not much thing to tell at times like this.

It's just that i'm getting busier day by day, no you don't want to read about this, IT'S EFFIN BORING. This is one of the way to take a break from thinking about school.

.....I guess some of the past are coming back. Or maybe i just thought about it too much. I saw him in my dream, talking about our future together. I don't know where he came from but we talked about our future. How LAME is that? That's just too good to be true. HAH! It might be 'that's just a stupid dream' to you but it does painted a smile on my face at that very moment.

...and to think about it again, it still does. Damn you dreams!

Recently, i met so many long lost friends on Facebook. It's getting freakier, crazier. My friend which the last time we met was primary school and lost contact since then, there on my friends request waiting for my approval. The main problem is when you didn't put your real name on FB, it's really hard to find.

Hmm, gotta go. I have so many things to do. I just don't know where to start. Better figure it out before it's too late. Later.

Faree Tells : I have a dream.

Gong Xi Fa Cai !

2010-02-14T17:26:00.000+08:00

Rasa macam nak ketawa terbahak-bahak sampai keluar anak tekak.

Malas la nak cerita, nanti ada je yang terasa. Usik-usik sikit dah meleleh melenting-lenting. Raya-raya Cina ni patut kene happy! Valentine's? Tak sambut la. Hari kasih sayang hari-hari.

Baru balik dari Shah Alam rumah Ap ada kenduri anak buah dia naik buai. Every weekend pun attend kenduri orang. Rejeki jangan ditolak! HAHAHAAH. Lepas tu gerak Pak Li pekena halwa tekak. Saje tau mereka ni aku dah bagitau tekak aku cedera ringan akibat penderaan vokal 2 hari berturut-turut. Sabau jele.

Petang ni balik kampung kot. Baru dapat tau pagi tadi. Semalam patut balik Muar tapi tak jadi. Fenin-fenin. Assignment tak terusik lagi ni. Risau jugak. Selalunya hari minggu camni dah gelabah dah assignment tak buat lagi. HAHAHA.

Boleh pulak tadi aku syok je plan nak gi cycling esok sedangkan tau ni jap gi nak balik kampung. Suke suki je. Kaki aku ni takleh stop jalan kot. Bak kate Adaw, aku ni pantang diajak kuar, ON JE!

Haritu lepak dengan Wawa & Ada kat Murni. Pass kan layout plan The Curve untuk Zue & Ben. Sambil tu dinner and catch up la. Whoaaa...sangat merindui lah Seri Iskandar. Wawa keep on cakap rindu zaman menduduki rumah sewa. HAHAHA

RINDU KE WA? You sure or not? ;p

Too many joys and sorrows we've been through. Of course la rindu! Kadang-kadang tengok foto yang di upload di Buku Muka rasa sayu je. How fast time flies. Even junior-junior pun dah final semester dah. Lama tak jejak sane! Ralat sangat! Sem ni hopefully dapat join ID Day kat Perak. Haritu chat dengan En Haris dia kata ade Alumni I.D.E.A.S. and ID Day pun coming soon. Ayie pun nak ke Perak next month for ANC award masa minggu quality. Tapi weekday. Baru ingat nak ikot *haih*

Lama tak jumpe 47th, RINDU TAU KORANG! Balik-balik jumpe Ada ngan Wawa je (hahahah pasti berapi je mereka dengar) Just kiddingla babes! Kite duduk rumah jarak sepelaung je of course la senang jumpe kan! hikhik.

Takpe-takpe, nanti kite pick one fine day untuk berjoli bersama-sama 47th laen. Kali ni kene jadi!

Okayla uols, dah nak gerak balik kampung. Lebeh-lebeh lak aku bebels. Laytah.

Faree Tells : Geram bile fikir tragedi tertutup suis PC kat studio dulu. HAHAHHAH cess.

Birthday + Karaoke !

2010-02-13T23:13:00.001+08:00

This is one fast update on Shikin's birthday which was held at section 14's karaoke. We're not sure about the location at first but suddenly the karaoke part came up and everyone agreed (except for the birthday girl lah she didn't know).

She was on a double shift that day (Friday) and only free after 9pm so i think it's a good time to celebrate though i'm sure she'll be very tired after a long working hour.

Me and Alia went to buy her a cake in the afternoon and planned the whole thing. It's not really a surprise because i kinda tell her to make sure she'll be free after her shift ends so that we can celebrate her birthday together.

LOLz, i dont wanna have a birthday celebration without the birthday girl, get it? So yeah, to hell with surprises! This is another case.

That evening too, Alia and i went to the karaoke place to book a room. OKla not that big but it's good. Actually we can't really book a room, i don't know why, they just don't do booking (lolz) but we kinda convinced the guy that we're really coming so yeah, we got the room. HAHA lame lame.

That night, before headed to the karaoke place, we went to KJ for dinner while waiting for the birthday girl to finish her shift. I called the karaoke guy to confirm about our room and we straight away went there.

Birthday girl arrived, surprisingly wearing her nurse uniform, HAHAHA. She didn't prepare, ahh we knew. Not everyone have arrived that time and we bought food for Shikin since she haven't eaten yet. So, while waiting, we warmed up our vocal first....HEH!

After everyone arrived, agenda memotong kek bermula. The 3-hour long karaoke session was great. Tapi orang lain lagi over dari birthday girl ok. HAHAHAH. Kesian birthday girl penat. Anyhows, hope everyone enjoyed that day!

Ouh, at the same day, my youngest brother, Harith was admitted at Assunta Hospital for a minor operation on his right leg. He's OK now, at home already. Everything's good.

Went to Karaoke + Dinner with Busu Lily today. Karaoke 2 days in a row with a sore-throat. Wouldn't say no to free karaoke session so yeah, karaoke it is! I had fun! :))

Happy Chinese New Year everyone......and happy holiday! Enjoy!

Faree Tells : I finished all 10 tablets of Dequadin but still didn't work. Where did i go wrong? (OK i'll shut it now)

Hero

2010-02-12T00:39:00.001+08:00

I hope it's not too lemau to write about the play I watched last week with Shikin, Alia, Radhiah and Amin. Actually, it's suggested by Sally on Facebook but she has to go with the boyfriend. So it's fine lah. Lepas teater Natrah haritu yang kitorang pergi, terlebeh excited nak pergi mana-mana teater show lain.

Last Sunday if i'm not mistaken, ade teater tajuk TANDA tapi cancel last minute. Baru ingat nak pergi! Kuciwa. Takpe-takpe, there's always a next time.

Well, the play that we went was ANAK BULUH BETONG, anjuran Akademi Seni Budaya Puteri PJS dan Persatuan Teater Anak Seni Warisan (ASWA junior) dengan kerjasama Jabatan Kebudayaan & Kesenian Negara Negeri Selangor dan Majlis Bandaraya Petaling Jaya.

Basically penceritaan dia exactly sama dengan hikayat anak buluh betong yang kita pernah dengar tu. You know, ada this Sultan and Permaisuri yang tak ada anak, then terjumpa bayi kat serumpun buluh betong, this one Panglima *ahem* dah warned the Sultan not to take the baby because he has this bad feeling about it tapi the Sultan tak endah je. Bayi tu diberi nama RANGKAS and jadi la anak angkat Sultan tu.

Tapi bile dah meningkat dewasa, this Rangkas guy jahat gile. Bunuh, rogol semua dia buat. Gila kuasa, bak kata pepatah 'Kaduk Naik Junjung' and lepas Sultan dapat tau, dia kene halau dari istana. Then, Rangkas masuk hutan terjumpe serumpun buluh betong dan dia pun tau asal-usul dia. Lepastu dia jadi bertambah kuat, and dapat takluk istana. Masa ni Permaisuri tengah pregnant. Rangkas cuba bunuh Sultan tapi tak berjaya.

Sultan and beberapa orang besar istana sembunyi kat sebuah kampung. Not long after that, the permaisuri lahirkanlaa anak dia, Bujang Jauh. Sultan tu pulak mangkat kat kampung tu. Bujang Jauh ni dibimbing oleh Pak Tua @ Panglima Lintah.

Kat kampung yang sama, ada this one princess pun sembunyi kat situ sebab tak mau kawin dengan Rangkas. Orang-orang Rangkas cuba jejaki and jumpe puteri tu tapi Bujang Jauh selamatkan puteri tu. Lepas beberapa rancangan diusahakan, last last Rangkas dapat ditewaskan oleh Cempaka, iaitu anak orang yang bapanya dibunuh and ibunya diperkosa oleh si Rangkas durjana nih sebab nak tuntut bela. Tapi, yang sedihnya Panglima Lintah mati last last *tsk*tsk*

It's not fair lah to compare this play with Natrah kan. It's a very big difference la sebab Natrah tu under production yang besar, Istana Budaya pulak kan, ni just a small, free-of-charge show. Junior-junior la gitu. Tapi they're very good. I love the costumes! Menarik sangat. Memang feel dulu-dulu.

Diorang tak pakai mic tau! I don't know lah orang-orang yang duduk belakang tu dengar ke tak, sebab dari tempat duduk aku ok je. Aku duduk quite depan jugak HEHEHE.

Pelakon yang mantap, very good acting, rasa macam nak join teater pulak! Teringat zaman PBM kat sekolah dulu walaupun aku belakang tabir je! Hikhik. Saya pemalu la! Wakakak. Tapi yang tak best nye audiens la, maybe tak pernah masuk teater kot, dok menjawab je ape yang pelakon tu cakap. HELLO, behave la sikit kot ye pun. Takyah la menyampuk. Sibuk orang berlakon dia nak baca skrip jugak.

Other than that semua nya superb! Clap clap! My personal favourite character is of course Panglima Lintah! *melts* LOLz. Entahlah, to me dia ada karisma and gaya as pelakon teater. Tabik springla Panglima!

Till then! :)

Faree Tells : Happy Birthday bestie!

H.O.L.I.D.A.Y !

2010-02-11T23:53:00.000+08:00

Knock knock !

Did anyone miss me? LOLz

It's been a while.....there's so much to talk about. In fact, too many things to tell. It's just a matter of time. I've been very busy with workloads. Oh yea, tomorrow, mid-term break officially starts for me! Yayyyyness! But the downside of it is, HOMEWORK! Haruslah kan, takde homework, tak student namenye! Je suis etudiante!

Homework for this mid-term break :

1. Furniture Design : 25 sketches & 25 mock ups (''^.^)
2. Product Design : 10 Sketches & Selected mock ups (since I haven't crit yet)
3. BEL (Presentation Skill) : 10 paper-cut articles & 1 main article for speech.
4. Design Method : 1 full report on generation x,y,z (may choose any one)
5. CTU (Agama) : Presentation slide for group presentation.
6. Psychology : prepare for Quiz 1.

.....btw, haritu 1st quiz French macam senang je! Hikhik. Hope leh score! Pray for me!

10 days of holiday, I really hope i can finished all the assignments given. Serious!.....and at the same time, HAVING FUN toooooo! Can meh? SURE can! Hohoho.

Insaflah Fareeza.

Will update about other interesting things on the next post. Later y'all.

Faree Tells : Panglima Lintah.....siapa gerangan Tuan Hamba?

Gelas Separa Penuh

2010-02-01T23:28:00.000+08:00

Actually, at this point i'm seriously SLEEPY!....and guess what day is today? LOL!

I've decided to just rest for today after my class ended at 7pm. Man U menang semalam~! *iklan sat* Though i didn't have the time to watch the game, but to know my favourite team wins is just good enough. Glory glory Man United!

Tadi on the way balik, borak ngan member pasal class Psychology. Bagi aku pendekatan lecturer ni bagus. Dia tau student mesti mengantuk and she knows how to handle us. Dia tunjuk slideshows yang menarik, video la, game la, pendek kata, well-planned jugak la cara dia. Ngantuk jugak kadang-kadang tapi bile tengok effort dia yang menarik tu, rasa teruja jugak.

Ade benda lebih penting untuk diperkatakan.

The thing yang aku nak panjangkan kat sini is being a person who is afraid to make mistake. Akulah antara orangnya. OK contoh, lecturer bukak soalan and suruh volunteer sape-sape lah jawab, I HAVE THIS ONE ANSWER i really think is correct, tapi aku jawab sambil semua orang jawab and sometimes macam cakap dalam kelambu mane lecturer tu nak dengar kan.

OK, dalam class yang capacity nya kecil like less than 20 students, aku boleh belah lagi la, but in one big hall tu macam seram sikit la.

Pernah dengar kan orang cakap, orang kita ni memang jenis yang takut nak buat salah, malu nak buat salah. Aku rasa betul la. Aku ni penyegan tak bertempat kadang-kadang, jawab salah pun nak malu. Tahpape, risau orang kate overkonfiden jawab tapi yang ado! Suke sangat nak fikir 'ape orang kata'. KOLOT nye fikiran aku ni!

Macam mana ye nak buang sikap negatif macam ni? I wish I could be more outspoken. Self-confident kurengs ar. Ish ish ish...

Hope I can find some ways to get out from this problem. Kalau tak sampai ke sudah kat situ jugak tahap nye. We learn because we want to better, savvy? Aye aye captain! Hoho.

Life's been good. Seronok ade teman-teman disisi. Kongsi cerita, cita-cita dan misi hidup. Pasal kahwin, ramai jugak dah mula hidup di alam rumahtangga. Jodoh dah sampai kan. Tapi bukan kawan yang rapat la, member-member satu batch kat sekolah.

.....eeish..mude lagilah nak fikir KAHWIN! sekolah pun belum habis nih!

HAHAHA. What more important to me now is my studies. Selalu bincang ngan member, macam mana la masa depan kita semua nanti, berjaya ke, dapat ke kerja yang kita nak? Banyak yang kene fikir ni, kalau lepas habis belajar nanti, dah nak kene bayar hutang kerajaan, nak fikir beli rumah, insurans, kereta nak jugak baru.....etc.

KEHENDAK tu selalu over kan dari keperluan? Haruslah kan! Hahaha. Penat woo belajar, a career is like a reward for us students. Not just a job, A CAREER! Barula tercapai one of my life goal. Bahagianya...lol.

Memang untung sabut timbul, untung batu tenggelam. Tapi, kalau kita usaha lebih, mesti Tuhan bagi yang setimpal dengan usaha kita. Aku pernah hampir putus asa tapi semua tu dulu, dan aku kini lebih tau apa yang aku mahu dan aku ingin lakukan.

Ini aku yang baru dan aku yakin, It's never too late to change.

Faree Tells : Bonne Nuit!

Smooth Criminal

2010-01-24T02:46:00.000+08:00

Aku ni, bukanlah perfectionist tapi aku seorang yang sukakan bahasa. Tak semestinya berperi yang berbunga-bunga. Tak semesti keseluruhannya tersirat. Tak kiralah bahasa Ibunda atau bahasa Inggeris. Slanga pada aku tidak salah malah aku anggap santai.

Al-kisahnya pada suatu pagi yang indah, aku ke kelas CTU, sedia maklum buat pelajar Uitm adalah kelas Agama. Kurang ingat apa topik haritu. Kalau tak silap, pengenalan mengenai beberapa golongan atau kumpulan dalam masyarakat seperti etnik, kaum, agama dan sebagainya.

Pada mulanya OK lagi tapi akhirnya tekak aku kembang melihat penggunaan bahasa yang entah apa-apa pada slide lecturer di depan. Aku akui, isinya padat dan penjelasannya mudah difahami tapi penggunaan perkataan-perkataannya amatlah disturbing. Perkataan-perkataan dari bahasa Inggeris diMelayukan secara berlebihan. Oh, memang tak dapat terima.

Etnisiti, rasisme, strukturalisasi, pluralisasi, komplikasi, generalisasi..............and the list goes on! All the way! Bayangkanlah! Berkerut-kerut dahi aku fikir, "Ape, dah tak ade ke perkataan seerti yang boleh digunakan dalam bahasa Melayu yang kene guna all those 'sasi' masi, what not".

Ini dah kes merogol bahasa!

Banyak sangat perkataan boleh digunakan. Ok, bayangkan, kalau kita tak faham perkataan Inggeris, contohnya "Consequences" dan kita pun google translate lah atau pun check kat dictionary tapi last-last perkataan yang keluar "Konsekuansi".....WTF? Kau faham ke? That's exactly what i'm trying to say lah! MeMelayukan bahasa Inggeris bukan boleh dilakukan sewenang-wenangnya. Lainlah kalau memang dah tak ada maksud lain dah dalam BM makna perkataan tu.

Contohnya, "Computer", BMnya, "Komputer". That is acceptable lah. Paling-paling pun kalau tengok dictionary ayat dia panjang kan, macam "alat untuk mencongak", "alat untuk digunakan bla bla bla". Ayat sinonim yang 1 perkataan je kita dah faham maksudnya. Sinonim = Seerti.

Pantang sungguh penggunaan "sasi" masi ni. PENING! Buruk betul bunyinya nak sebut pun payah, percayalah. Tak pasti sama ada pembuat slide tu malas nak cari erti perkataan tu atau memang dia dah usaha tapi takde maksud perkataan tu.Lebih baik tulis je English words tu dari di cabul bahasanya.

Most of the time people don't get it you know. Benda untuk orang faham tapi lain jadinye. Bertambah complicated jadi nya. KOMPLIKASI! Muntah! Tolonglah stop. Kalau malas nak translate aku boleh tolong carikan. Ish ish ish.

The very same day, ade group presentation.Berjela-jela ayat kat slide dia, like hello, siapa nak bace? Dah degree level come on laa, only main points jela letak. Lain-lain tu elaborate lah one-by-one. Bukanlah aku ni power presentation tapi benda basic kot. Cube letak diri kita kat tempat orang yang nak kene tengok presentation tu. Nak ke kite tengok presentation tu? Tido ke kite bile tengok? Come on, sebosan-bosan presentation ialah melihat anda membace ayat berjela-jela tanpa anda sendiri faham maksudnya.

BETUL. Sebab bile bukak soalan, diorang tak dapat jawab. Ada jawapan kat ayat berjela tu, tapi TAK DAPAT JAWAB. Tulis tau pulak. PELIK TAK? Semua soalan tak dapat jawab. Malu tau. Drop your water face sangat!

Aku pun dulu bodoh jugak masa mula berjinak-jinak dengan Powerpoint Presentation. Punyelah letak background image segala bagai. Bunyi lagu-lagu tahape-hape tapi tajuk presentation takde kene-mengene pun. Lepas tu pulak, membace je ape yang aku tulis.

Tapi tu dulu. Masa diploma. I've learned my lesson. Sebab tu kita belajar. Supaya kita ni ilmu lebih lagi dari orang yang tak belajar.

Kita nak present untuk siapa? Untuk apa? Powerpoint tu macam alat bantuan kita untuk menjelaskan pada orang lain mengenai sesuatu topik/benda agar mereka faham. Dan yang paling penting, kita lah orang yang paling faham tentang topik/bahan tersebut sebab kita yang tulis.

......tapi kita kan manusia biasa. Tak semestinya kita tahu semua, tapi sekurang-kurangnya jangan la nampak sangat kita tak tahu langsung. Tak gitu? RESEARCH tu penting. Takpelah. Sama-samalah kita belajar baiki diri ye.

Faree Tells : Mengakulah kalau kau tak mengerti. Kebenaran menyakitkan, kesesatan lebih parah.

Anniversary

2010-01-23T22:48:00.011+08:00

Just got back from Carlos, Subang with Alia, Radhiah and Amin. Just having dinner and they had their shisha, lepak-lepak, borak-borak, all the usual thing. Earlier in the afternoon, went to Tropicana Mall with Alia and Shikin.

Yesterday was.....crazy! HAHA. At first we went to Lau Wan KJ for dinner, we've thought of going to karaoke but instead we went to Genting! Like saje-saje-takde-keje. Each of us paid RM5 for petrol and that's it. Memang layan! We snapped some photos and went back home :)

Hmm, what else to meleter about eh?

I haven't started doing any of my assignment for next week just because i'm tired of it. These few first weeks of the semester i've been working very hard to complete all the assignments but once i'm ready to hand it on, the lecturer didn't asked for it to be submitted. BENCI TAK?

I put my effort and good night's sleep, money for printing this and that, energy...etc but end up, "OK next week u buat assignment bla bla bla....." It's like a never-ending stage. Well, it is supposed to be a stage-by-stage project, isn't it?.......NO? Then I just don't get it *sigh*

OK, I don't have the guts to not complete the next week's assignment so I guess i'll definitely do it tomorrow. I need to get a better CGPA for this semester! I gotta earn this!

See ya! :)

Faree Tells : ENGLAND!

Mesmerized

2010-01-19T23:04:00.002+08:00

Just got back from Assunta Hospital. Busu Anchee was admitted to the ward, i'm not sure why, it has something to do with food poisoning. She fell very sick since Sunday and was at my house for the past 2 days. Nenek is here to look after her and Pak Busu regularly visits from Cyberjaya where he lives and work at the moment.

When arrived at the ward just now, Pak Busu was already there. Later, Ayie and Nenek arrived. Not so long after that, Kak Nurul and Abang Amat came and right before the visiting hour ended, Pakteh, Makteh & Alya arrived. Hope Busu will recover soon, insyaAllah.

As for school, yesterday wasn't that bad after all. My not-so-interesting Monday became somehow a quite beautiful Monday. HEH! After attended the French class, i've got another class which is Psychology (Zzzz!). My definition of Psychology class always relates with boringness, sleepy, funeral song plays over and over, etc. Don't you think so too? HAHAHA.

Ok the story was, last week, the lecturer gave us a 10 minutes task, answer question by drawing parts of our bodies. The rule was if you think the answer is 'yes' draw something distorted for example, if yes, draw your eyes but don't do it like the way it is, draw it differently, over sized,upside down...up to you. If you think the answer is no then draw it properly. You may arrange it according to your creativity. It's a very simple task and fun too.

This week, the lecturer picked some drawings that she thought was interesting and abstract and to my surprise, mine was the first to be shown in the class.*tersipu-sipu* Kembang setaman japs dalam dewan FSSR tu. LOL. Poyo je kan tu pun nak bagitau wakakak. Ade aku kesah?

She said that if our answer were mostly 'yes', then we have similarity with the famous artist named Pablo Picasso. As for me I thought, neh! not even close. I know me. His famous method of 'Cubism' art made him one of the most successful artist of all time.

This week's lesson was quite interesting. About Pablo Picasso and his life. His inspiration, Olga - the wife, the position of the women in his drawings are always sitting with their hand on the arm rest. Or, a sleeping women. It's like his style, trademark that make people who sees his art will know that it's Picasso's. He is also known for his work on the war art. He is against war, definitely. The lecturer showed us some paintings and asked us to give opinions about it, whatsoever behind the drawing that we think Picasso was trying to tell.

Another topic was, The Johari Window. It's a psychological tool/model created by two psychologist, Joseph and Harry. It is used to help people better understand their interpersonal communication and relationship. It has 4 segments just like you imagine a window, a box divide by four. It includes :

1. Arena ( Known to self and others)
2. Facade (Known to self but not to others)
3. Blindspot (Not known to self but known to others)
4. Unknown (Not known to self and to others)

It's quite simple, the rule. It's our life, that's just how it works. There are some things that people know about us and we know that is us. There are things like secrets, only we know what it is. Some times only people know something about us that we don't even realized like the way we snores in sleep and last but not least, there are things that only God knows what it is like marriage and death.

Sometimes I wonder how people can think about things like these. Are they an alien or what? HAHAHA. They're super genius.

One more thing, on our Product design class today, my lecturer told us about 'the brain'. It's an interesting information about how we have to learn new things everyday for our brain to work, to connect the synapse as it had stopped collecting information naturally when we were as early as 2 years old. Right after we were born until the age of 2, we easily picked up information, like smoothly, naturally. After that, we have to force ourselves to learn new things, memorized it, and then we'll connect the synapses (if i'm not mistaken lah)

The point is, if one day we'll be parents, don't stop our child from exploring especially on the first 2 years of their live. Let them play, that's how they'll learn.

Interesting kan? NO? Get lost. LOL! I think it's super interesting. heheh. Syok sendiri.

Later y'all.

Faree Tells : Timeline! Joints! Designer! Oh my Coach!

Think the unthinkable!

2010-01-18T13:31:00.000+08:00

Since I have no idea what to do before my 2pm french class, here I am.

Monday. What more can I say? LOL!! My definition of Monday will remain just the same for the next 3 months. Nuff said.

Yesterday was awful. I mean, I tried so hard to complete the wood joints assignment for furniture class, I went to IKEA for some observation on joinery, I do some researches on it, but with the time given, I couldn't fully complete the task. Task assigned on Friday and expected to be completed on Monday. 32 types of joinery, observation photos, explanation, similar structure, materials - hard copy. I managed to complete only 23. Boo. Others were complaining too, not just me. LOL.

I think I shouldn't go out on that Friday night. HAHAHA. But i need my fun time! At least once a week. I had no regrets for that night. Alia, Amin, Sha and Radhiah were there too. We went to Kg Baru for dinner - Kerang bakar! Yum! HAHA. We then went to Andalus, Ampang. I don't smoke shisha, just lepak-lepak with them having the rapsberry barbican sparkling. Andalus was Amin's treat. Thanks! We then headed to Uptown D'kota. I bought nothing. HOHO.

Arrived home, I did some researches on joinery then went to bed.

On Saturday evening went to Kak Nurul's house-warming @ Putrajaya. The food was gooooood. Kenyang giler! HAHAHA. Ouh, earlier tried to do cupcakes, tapi hancur! ahahhaha. KUCIWA! Mak used the same flour i was using to make curry puffs, pun tak jadi. So I blame the flour! Damn you! Wasting my precious time! If not, my joinery would be 50 types ok! I mean, before this it went just fine. NVM. Next time!

Yesterday morning, woke up early. Went to Nasi Lemak Along @ Old town pj with Shikin and Alia for breakfast. Went to IKEA with Shikin after that. Take photos for the assignment and had our favourite meatballs for lunch.

Arrived home around 2pm. Continue doing the assignment. BORING KAN? Hahaha.

Today, after my lecturer checked our assignment, he told us to resubmit on Friday. LOL, I wasted RM20 on printing for nothing! The quality was very poor! 24 pages + color but tak banyak pun + binding + 2 transparency= RM20! GILE! Tensyen!

Received another assignment to be completed on Friday. Oh btw, our Furniture Design project for this semester sounds fun! It's very conceptual. A seater with structure. We got to pick a designer for influence. It's like my Furniture design project back in Uitm Perak. We choose an era, like Deconstruction and the designer/architect using the era style like Zaha Hadid or Frank Llyod Wright and turn it into Furniture. WALLA!

I have some knowledge on architecture so it'd be a bonus for me, I hope. The hard part is, we need to design a stand alone seater which can be sit on 360 degree. Mencabar kepala otak sungguh nih! To make it worse, no nails/screws/fasteners can be used as for this 100% timber seater only can apply not more than 3 joineries. Pergh! Wish me luck!

Critical thinking, observation, wide research, and knowledge! Saya nak jadi designer hebat! Hekhekhek. (ayat kene yakin...lol)

Faree Tells : Timeline Gen Y tak siap lagi! Mapoh!

We're the MTV Generation

2010-01-15T15:04:00.003+08:00

On Tuesday this week, we're given a brief on Product design class for our project this semester. I found that it's a very interesting topic, the future 2020 products. General, yes?

At this stage, early phase, we should understand about the generations that are still exist. There are four generations :

1. Baby Boomers
2. Generation X
3. Generation Y
4. Generation Z

So, at what generation do we belong to, you asked? If you're 15-30 year old at present, we're the GENERATION Y.

Baby Boomers are the generation born after the World War 2. Generation X, roughly are the people who were born on 1961 to 1981 while Generation Z are the people who were born after mid 1990s till late 2000s.

Baby Boomers

Left : Gen X, Right : Gen Y

Gen Z

As for my 1st group work assignment, I got to do a research on Gen Y. Before this, we're not that familiar with these generation thingy. It's very interesting research and i'm very happy that my lecturer like our presentation today and told the class that our group presentation is the best for this first task. Yay!

For a start, below are the main characteristics of Gen Y.

1. Technology Savvy
2. Achievement-Oriented
3. Team-Oriented
4. Attention-Craving
5. Family-Centric

You might found that you have these qualities inside you if you're a Gen Y. Less if not more.

Technology Savvy - We cannot live without technology, gadgets. Mobile phones to us are important and it's impossible for us to have none. The Internet is easily access and we don't mind to pay for its services. Laptops, desktops, mp3 player, iPhone, Blackberry, you name it. We're too familiar with it. People from the generation before might think that it's too complicated to appreciate technology.

Achievement-oriented - Confident and ambitious, wants meaningful work, high expectations of our employers, seek out new challenges, and not afraid to question authority.We're the generation that were nurtured and pampered by parents who didn't want to make mistakes of the previous generation.

Team-oriented - Gen Y loves to participate. Be it the sports team or a play group. We value teamwork, loyal, commited and wants to be involved and included. No person should be left behind.

Attention-craving - Craves attention in the forms of feedback and guidance. Like my lecturer said, POYO. It's true. People nowadays have this craze about being different and unique. Hairstyle, fancy outfits, music, even social networking. Don't you love receive comments on Facebook? Update your status every single hour, upload new photos, yeah you're definitely a Gen Y material! Am too!

Family-centric - Prioritize family over work. Willing to trade high pay for fewer billable hours, flexible schedules & better work or life balance. I strongly believe this! Workaholic belongs to Gen X! Heee, it's proven! So yeah.

There are many names given to Generation Y. Some people call it Echo Boomers, the Millenial, MTV generation, Peterpan generation, Net Generation, etc.

After few researches and some surface understandings on Gen Y, I got a clearer picture about generations. It's so cool to know things, especially when you're given marks to find and have fun about it. I love studying right now, no doubt! So to all Gen Ys out there, set your aim and start to dream big! It's within us!

Faree Tells : New assignments, presentation again. Gotta try to love these activities. LOL.

My bad, my bad

2010-01-12T13:34:00.000+08:00

Salam.

Tersedar aku bila terbaca artikel tentang penggunaan kalimah ALLAH oleh pengamal agama lain. Pada mulanya aku seakan bersetuju tapi hakikatnya aku tidak mengambil pusing mengenainya, aku seorang ignorant - astaghfirullah.

Sebagai individu yang masih cetek ilmu agama dan juga keduniaan, i felt very guilty for anything that i've said in my previous entry regarding this matter.

Terlanjur memperkatakan tentang ini, untuk maklumat lanjut mengenai isu ini boleh proceed ke blog lecturer ku back in Uitm Perak, En Azizul.

Aku cuma bermaksud untuk menekankan mengenai kes membakar gereja. I didn't know who started it. Not necessarily a muslim kan? Bukan untuk membela saudara seagamaku tapi sebelum kebenaran terbukti, siapalah kita untuk menghakimi? Mungkin ada agenda tersembunyi disebaliknya? Wallahualam.

Aku mendapat invitation di Facebook untuk menyertai kempen bersetuju kalimah ALLAH digunakan untuk semua Agama. Aku remove invitation tersebut kerana aku musykil, bukan aku bersetuju nama tuhanku digunapakai sewenang-wenangnya. Kerana aku yakin dengan sepenuh hati, tuhanku SATU, tidak punya anak mahupun ahli keluarga lain.

Why so serious, you asked? IT IS effin' SERIOUS!

Alrite, i've said what i want to say. Gotta go, evening class..ZZZzzzZzzz.. The other 2 groups' class were cancelled...no fair! Later y'all.

Faree Tells : We have to be serious sometimes, yes?

Monday Blues~

2010-01-11T22:43:00.002+08:00

Siapa suka hari Isnin? Orang takde komitmen apepe je yang suke hari Isnin atau hari-hari ape sekalipun. Hahaha. Atau mungkin orang yang takde kelas hari Isnin, yang cuti semester, cuti annual leave dan sewaktu dengannya.

Isnin, permulaan minggu. Isnin schedule paling padat dalam 5 hari pemecahan otak aku untuk menuntut ilmu di bumi Shah Alam. Sesi perkenalan sekali lagi pagi tadi dah overrated. Aku admit, aku memang membosankan. Aku tak spontaneous. People need to know me first. Tapi aku tak kisahlah, dah immuned. Ikut je gelak bila lecturer tu buat lawak ke ape ke. Layan je..

So, aku belum nak cerita pasal present ke future punye cerita sebab aku nak story pasal semalam yang hangat! (macam lagu pulak kan) Hari yang agak berfoye-foye sebelum memulakan sesi persekolahan.

Pagi-pagi bangun(jangan percaya sangat) fikir nak kemana di pagi Ahad yang sejahtera ni. The day before, Shila ajak pergi flea market kat Amcorp Mall. Suke sangat pegi flea market tu, tapi belinya jarang. Hahaha window shopping lah katekan. Tiba-tiba Busu Lily ajak keluar dengan Ateh Watie. Nak karaoke katenye. Haha, aku karaoke free ni memang takkan tolak!

Kitorang pergi 1 kereta je. Aku ngan Shila pergi fetch Ateh dan bala tenteranya dulu pastu baru fetch Busu and the gang. Hehe. Kitorang ke IOI Mall Puchong since tu yang paling dekat dengan mereka kan. Sampai-sampai, dah lunch hour so kitorang serang Nando's. Lepas tu terus ke Redbox Karaoke for almost 4 hours.

Imagine, 4 adults and 5 kids in a karaoke room! HAHAHAA. Siap ada yang melompat, merajuk, pegang mic tak lepas tapi tak nyanyi, tidur...haaaaaa. Macam-macam beb! One thing yang best, kene pandai pilih lagu la. Seronok gak tengok diorang nyanyi. Cute & kelakar. Comel!

Malam tu Anugerah Juara Lagu (AJL). Tengah syok-syok karaoke, received text from Alia and Sha tanya suggestion untuk tengok AJL together kat mane. Aku macam tak kisah pulak kat mana-mana kan. Last-last lepas hantar Busu and Ateh sefamily, terus pecut balik rumah, Shila kene balik Lendu.

Shikin, Sha and Alia fetch aku kat rumah terus pergi KJ. Cadangnya nak tapau makanan dari Lau Wan then terus ke rumah Alia untuk watch together tapi tengok Syed KJ tu macam meriah je, dengan skrin besar and TV besar terus kitorang tukar plan tengok kat situ je.

I missed the first 3-4 performances and one of them is my favourite, Tak Mungkin Kerna Sayang by Alyah. Kuciwa tau! HAHAHA dengar live from Hotfm jek! Huh!

Basically, semua perform bagus la that night. Just Bunkface tu memang tak boleh nyanyi live dowh! So much for an indie band (indie la sangat kan) Seriously, tak pernah aku tengok diorang perform best secara live on TV. Clean cut record je gempak and energetic. Takkan dah selalu perform gig pun live hancur? Teringat Ateh kata seram tengok vocalist dia nyanyi. Yes Sam, minus the face please! Macam terseksa/muke tersepit je! Haha.

Results pulak, urmm quite unpredictable especially part overall winner. Surprisingly Aizat won which is not that bad la. It's indeed a beautiful song. Nice lyrics, vocally mesra-telinga, instruments tambahan (1Malaysia, LOL) ade ala-ala Qasidah (HAHAHA) tapi Indian laa.. Apetah orang panggil...aku dgr macam qasidah versi hindustan je. Kira mood untuk lagu tu sampai la. Before ni kan semua lagu nak upbeat melody, very energetic, catchy but not this time. Anyhows, congrats Aizat, Pete Teo and Amran Omar for the winning! More great songs please!

Sekadar gambar hiasan ;p

2nd place goes to the lovely Yuna. Cute je minah ni nyanyi. Zetty, serious dowh, muke macam kau! HAHAHA. Aku ngan Sha tak habes-habes cakap "Gilelaah Zety nyanyi, hebat ah, Yuna sangat! HAHA" Dan Sebenarnya, I love it. Macam Aizat, Yuna and beberapa lagi, vocally sangat konsisten which is very good when you're a professional singer. It's very necessary! This is base on that night's performance la, the vocal memang play quite a role. Student Uitm menang AJL, tumpang poyo la skali. HAHAHA.

3rd place, Faizal Tahir for Bencinta. No doubt, he deserved the 3rd place. Dia punya spirit as a performer tu memang WALLA lah though kadang-kadang agak over sikit kan. HAHAHA, dalam sakit-sakit pun gagahkan diri perform. Dia ralat kot masa semi-final tak dapat perform. Gimik last masa Shila OIAM replace dia tu agak best la. Yaaayy Faizal! You're a true star! *clapclap!*

Best Performance, Aizat - Kau dan Aku. How can you not love the kids on stage kan? Pakai kan baju sekolah, goyang sikit, nyanyi sikit, lari-lari bawah stage ramai-ramai....NAH! RM10,000 beb! Haaaahhaha.. but memang bestla performance Kau dan Aku malam tu. Enjoice!! Even Bunkface guna budak Idola Kecil masa perform, it's just bukan rezeki diorang kan performance Aizat waaay much better.

Best Vocal, Black - Aku Rindu Sayang Kamu. Protege ratu gelek, Mas Idayu ni memang vocal mantap! The first time aku dengar Black nyanyi lagu ni masa Mentor final tu dah suka sangat. Masa intro lagu tu slow....then trus high note tapi suara maintain hebat! Bangga orang Pantai Dalam ek? HAHAHAH. It's a good start for such great talent.

Anyway, sincerely from what i've seen, most of the performance were good and entertaining. Though my favourite song didn't win anything huhukhuk.. What's done is done lah kan. I'm content with the result. Syabas! Ho-yeaaah!

Last but not least, Happy 31st Birthday, Datuk Siti Nurhaliza, Diva kesayanganku! OKle tu! Har har har.

Bonne Nuit ! (Chewah, baru 1st class study 3rd languange, hekhek..more to come!) Au Revoir !

Faree Tells : Persepsi indah kau dan aku mungkin berbeza kerana kita tercipta berbagai-bagai, perbezaan usulnya unik, tak perlu ditekan atau dipaksa, it's within you, within me, within us.

Curiosity - Kills or Heals?

2010-01-09T20:08:00.001+08:00

Korang ada tak perasaan curiosity yang melampau? HAHAAHA

Sekenal aku dengan diri sendiri, aku memang seorang yang curious. Even the small small things. Perasaan ingin tahu aku ni, mungkin pada orang lain normal, mungkin juga tidak. Bagus ke perasaan curious ni sebenarnya?

Critical thinking, dulu aku belajar lecturer kata 'think out of the box' jadi kenelah ade perasaan curious tu. Kenapa, bagaimana, bila, dimana, apa? Alah, macam kalau dalam design, kenapa pilih warna tu? Kenapa pakai konsep tu? Kenapa material tu? Semua kene ada sebab. There's no such thing as "Sajesajejesukehatimakciksayela!" walaupun kadang-kadang rasa memang nak cakap macam tu.

Pernah masa part 3 diploma buat Restoran Melayu Melaka, ada meja buffet bentuk dari plan ala-ala bunga emas, aku cakap laa tu metafora, inspirasi dari bunga emas, KENE GELAK OK dengan lecturer tu. Segan je!

Eh, ade kene mengene ke dengan curiosity? LOL!

OK, motif sebenar aku ialah untuk membahaskan (chewah!) pasal isu semasa sekarang ni tapi kan, aku ni agak tak berapa nak tahu la pucuk pangkal ceritanya jadi, disebabkan ke'curious'an aku, aku google jelah. Ala, isu penggunaan kalimah ALLAH oleh pengamal agama lain. Kalau tak salah aku, dah lama dah penggunaan nama ALLAH oleh pengamal agama lain. Kat negara lain, macam Indonesia, sebesar-besar font tergantung kat gereja tu. Di Arab pulak, even non-muslim beri salam dan memanggil Tuhan sebagai Allah.

Jadi, kenapa sekarang ni isu ni baru nak timbul? Siap merusuh, bakar-bakar gereja?

Contoh sebeginikah yang hendak ditonjolkan oleh seorang Islam? Menakut-nakutkan orang lain, membinasakan rumah agama mereka, menafikan hak mereka sebagai warganegara yang bebas beragama? Benarkah membela agama? Atau hanya bertindak membabi buta? MEMALUKAN.

Islam itu agama yang suci, yang adil, yang benar. Kekerasan adalah jalan terakhir untuk mempertahankan maruah agama, bukan yang pertama. Hanya akal-akal yang enteng tak berisi ilmu agama dan kemanusiaan yang tergamak mencemarkannya.

Cukuplah saudara-saudaraku. Bukankah kita semua duduk dibawah awan, bulan, bintang, matahari yang sama?

Seperkara lagi, yang takde kena mengena dengan isu diatas la tapi mengenai curiosity jugak. Haritu lepas balik dari kuliah, cari-cari channel last-last tengok cerita 'Singapura Dilanggar Todak' KLASIK! Aku suka sangat tengok cerita ni! Menarik dalam tragis. Aku suka cerita berunsurkan sejarah, sekurang-kurangnya lebih faham kerana sedia maklum visual lebih 'mesra' dan understandable. Betapa mudah kata-kata fitnah itu mempengaruhi hingga mengundang musibah dan menggadaikan nyawa.

Bersyukur aku, tiada sultan sekarang berkuasa mutlak seperti zaman dahulu. Kalau disuruh pilih antara Hang Tuah dan Hang Jebat, pantas aku pilih Jebat. HAHAHA AKU REBEL! Banyak maklumat yang aku sangsi mengenai ketokohan Tuah. Tuah setia pada rajanya. Tuah sanggup mengorbankan persahabatan demi sultannya. Hero aku tetap Jebat! LOL! 'Raja yang adil raja disembah, raja yang zalim raja disanggah!'.

Macam masa aku tengok balik XXRay 2 kat Astro Citra. Memang lama tak tengok beb! Masa scene Aziz M.Osman(Amir) dengan Datuk Jalaluddin Hasan (Hang Tuah). If i'm not mistaken masa tu Amir suruh Tuah selamatkan kakak ngan kawan dia dari Sultan tapi ade issue lain sampai bergaduh mulut pastu Tuah cakap, "Mungkin pada zaman kau rakyat sanggup menderhaka pada sultan"...Amir selamba jawab "Bang Tuah, pada zaman saya, Sultan Melaka dah tak ada!"

Masa scene nak last-last before departure ke zaman moden, Tuah tanya lagi kat Amir "Benarkah pada zaman kau, tiada lagi sultan?" Amir jawab, "Jangan risau Bang Tuah, orang Melayu tetap bersultan!"

Memang bersultan! Sultan berpelembagaan! HAHA. No more Sultan Mahmud! *clapclap!*

Jadi, aku pun nak tau lagila pasal Hang Tuah, Hang Jebat, kisah-kisah klasik kalau boleh macam dalam Sejarah Melayu (Malay Annals) nukilan Tun Sri Lanang tu. Dulu belajar, tapi dah lupa laa. Dalam Sejarah Melayu, Hang Tuah punya cerita is just a chapter je masa zaman Sultan Mahmud. Tapi sebab dia di highlight sebagai hero, so cerita dia jelah yang orang tau sangat.

Lagi best, masa goooooogling pasal kes Tuah ni, terjumpa pasal Hang Tuah (Hang Too Ah) berketurunan Cina. Even Hang Jebat (Hang Chee Fatt), Hang Lekir (Hang Lee Ki) and Hang Lekiu (Hang Lee Kiew). Hang Kasturi je pure Melayu. Katenye the 4 Hangs ni dari keturunan Puteri Hang Li Po yang duduk dekat Bukit Cina. Diorang semua Biduanda Sultan yang dilindungi. Hang Kasturi geng la dengan 4 Hang yang lain so dia dapatlaa title 'Hang' jugak kat depan nama dia. Entahlah nak percaya ke tidak sebab dah lama aku pelik ngan nama Lekir and Lekiu. Pelik dowh!

Setahu aku lah, gelaran Hang tu, special. Untuk perwira laa gitu. Macam Puteri Hang Li Po. Nama dia Puteri Li Po sahaje. Lepas jadi isteri Sultan baru dikurnia gelaran Hang. Tuah, Jebat, Kasturi, Lekir dan Lekiu dapat title Hang pun lepas diorang berbakti pada sultan. Hang tu sekadar gelaran/kurniaan macam Tun, paduka semua tu. Pendapat aku lah yang aku faham.

Kalau Hang-hang ni keturunan Cina, Hang Nadim pun keturunan Cina ke? Bukan ke Nadim dapat gelaran Hang sebab dia yang cadangkan untuk berkubukan batang pisang masa Singapura diserang todak? Yang kes Hang Tuah kat Melaka, ni kat Singapura. Confusing dowhh! Temasek ke Singapura? Huhuhu. Memang kene jadi lebih curious dan menggali maklumat lagi.

Kalaulah aku boleh nak buat thesis pasal sejarah ni, aku dah buat dah! Tapi cam takde kene mengene ngan kos yang aku amik pulak! LOL. Lagipun banyak aku tatau, so takyah gatal-gatal! Hahaha.

Kene jadi lebih CURIOUS!

Faree Tells : 'Takkan Melayu Hilang Di Dunia' ke 'Takkan Tanah Melayu Hilang Di Dunia' ke 'Takkan Melayu Cina Tanah Melayu Hilang Di Dunia'? Ish ish ish.

January Journeys

2010-01-07T22:45:00.000+08:00

Ho ho ho !

Back to school! Was it a good start? Let me check, ummmmm.. not so much! WHY? Here goes...

1. Monday Blues

LATE! bad bad attitude for a start, hell I know! Entered the class, no lecturer just the guys and girls. Phew! As usual, catching up with them, nothing serious. After 1 and a half hour waiting, we assumed that there was no class for the day. Went to Jusco Bukit Tinggi with some of them to watch movie. Sherlock Holmes baby! A must watch! Assumed (again) there was no class in the evening, so went straight home (thank God I did! yup, no class!) Went to Midvalley with Ayie, did some 'light shopping'. LOL

2. Tuesday Tango

Even later! Haiyoh! Memang nak kene pang! But again, no lecturer so it's cool lah haha. Tapi kezutan yang AMAT MENARIK. We had an interview to determine which class we're gonna be in - it's either Product + Furniture or Product + Transport. I'll definitely choose furniture over transport. I know nothing about transport design! Duhh. Sounds cool, but not for me ;p That evening, went to Redbox Gardens with Ada & Zue - Karaoke yaww! Later, met Sha, Amin & Shikin for dinner at ss2 Ibumie.

3. Wednesday Waltz

Met Cik Tasya at Padang kawad. LOL haha. Awal-awal dah jumpe kan makcik? Kah kah kah. Nasib sama-sama malang pada hari itu juga. Cess. I couldn't find the class - for real! To make it worse, I left my phone at home. I have no idea how to contact the others so I just left. Arrived home at 10 something a.m.! What a waste of time and energy! In the afternoon, had lunch with Shikin at Sri Paandi. Nasi daun pisang the best! Went to Cineleisure for a movie - Duhai Si Pari pari - Lulziest decision! Great actors, not so great storyline = Disaster! Ala-ala standard telemovie Astro je.

4. Thursday Techno

Today! Haha. Surprisingly early. Like effing early dude! The first to arrive. Rasa berwibawa sekejap. But still, no lecturer. What happen la? Semangat berkobar-kobar nak menuntut ilmu, datang awal ni! takde lecturer pulak! Ouhh, I got Furniture + Product class which I want but have to separate class with the girls (3 girls in the class, the 2 got into the same class leaving me all alone again!) JAHAT! They have no Friday class tau! Siot kan! Thursday pun morning class je! Tak aci! hnnnss hnnss hnnnss! *hidung keluar asap* Redha jelah ('-.-) (ayat pasrah)

Went to Design Method class terus dapat test! Bapak gelojoh kan lecturer ni! Haha. Suruh lukis design cycle process, differentiate design method and research methodology memang laa nampak simple and very basic tapi kan semua baru masuk, tak warm up lagi sistem otak. Cissdale tol! Hantam sajelah beb!

5. Friday Funk

Still a mystery! Haha. Yang baik-baik aja deh! Hope lecturer tak bagi assignment lagila. Lek lek lu.

That's about it! My not-so-academic week. Gotta stay focus! Aim for the best! YEAHH! Abah, nak laptop! NAAAAK SANGAT! You've promised.

Later y'all ;p

Faree Tells : Bedazzled the phone, believe that people will find it fugly but I love it and that's all that matters.